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Evrythng_im_not
March 4th, 2008, 01:42 AM
Since I have cut.
My last cut was the deepest
And I thank god everyday that Nick was there to save me.
But most of my thanks goes to Vickie
I moved in with her and I'm getting better.
I have had very few suicidal thoughts.
And the scars have faded as best as they could.
I will always have them to remind me of what I was
And I took everyone's advice on here.
I did what I could to make myself better.
I procrasitinated like crazy.
I talked to people, I talked to my mother, and I took the initiative to quit.
To be better.
And I know that everyone of you can overcome this.
It takes a long time.
And it takes so much effort, but I know you can do it.
Self Harm has been a part of my life for too long.
And I'm glad to finally have left that part of my life behind me back in New Jersey.


I want to give a huge thanks to all of you who have been there for me
For all of you who never gave up on me.
I just want you to know that I'm finally going to be okay.

electric7rocker
March 4th, 2008, 01:45 AM
i was thinking about you the other day (creepy? nahh) wondering if you were ok or if you even.. were. im so glad youre ok now :) congrats on a month were always here for you.

Kaleidoscope Eyes
March 4th, 2008, 01:59 AM
I know I don't know you, but I still want to say congrats. You're right, quitting cutting is a very hard thing to do, but that hasn't stopped you. You sound like you've made a lot of progress, keep it up. :)

Atonement
March 4th, 2008, 08:16 AM
:hug: Congrats! Even though we all know the struggle isn't over, but you are on a great start to it. Keep on going and we are all so happy that you are okay! :D

Evrythng_im_not
March 4th, 2008, 04:23 PM
I'm happy to be okay.

Teeny's Sis, it's okay that you didn't know me. No one really knew me on here. But almost everyone has known of my struggle.

electric7rocker, it's okay that you were thinking of me. I think you were one of the few on here that first started trying to help me. It's natural for you to think of me, and wonder if I was okay. Or if I still was. Because I know there was a long time when I almost wasn't.

Atonement, I know it's always going to be struggle, because for so long cutting was all I knew. But I know that with the help of everyone on here, I don't have to worry so much about relapsing.

Hippie
March 4th, 2008, 07:56 PM
I'm new here so I wasn't exactly here to help. But from hearing a little bit of your story I'm proud of you. Keep it up, We no you can do it :).


Hippie