cloud7
March 4th, 2008, 12:08 AM
I haven't figured out how to explain this to anyone because I think this is a really stupid, insignificant problem that somehow I can't get over.
I have a huge crush on this girl that has so many cool friends (many of them male) that it'd be stupid for me to think I have a chance with her. I'm a senior, she's a junior, I'm set to go off to college on the opposite coast, so I feel like shit because there's no logical reason for creating an attachment to anyone right now. In fact, I've been pushing most of my friends away for this year.
So I was thinking about just telling her how I feel. Not really afraid of rejection, because I'm not asking anyone out.
But then a part of me says not too, because I am leaving soon and she's just so much better than I am it's humiliating even to suggest we're in the same league.
I've felt like this for a couple months - since early November, I think.
I always thought I could just move on and be reasonable with myself but I can't. It physically hurts to think about it.
Any advice?
I have a huge crush on this girl that has so many cool friends (many of them male) that it'd be stupid for me to think I have a chance with her. I'm a senior, she's a junior, I'm set to go off to college on the opposite coast, so I feel like shit because there's no logical reason for creating an attachment to anyone right now. In fact, I've been pushing most of my friends away for this year.
So I was thinking about just telling her how I feel. Not really afraid of rejection, because I'm not asking anyone out.
But then a part of me says not too, because I am leaving soon and she's just so much better than I am it's humiliating even to suggest we're in the same league.
I've felt like this for a couple months - since early November, I think.
I always thought I could just move on and be reasonable with myself but I can't. It physically hurts to think about it.
Any advice?