strongheart
March 3rd, 2008, 11:04 PM
Today the person that I didn't want to ever see again showed up at my house. They were going to come to my school to see me but I didn't go to school today, I didn't feel like I could. When I saw them I wanted to puke. They asked me why I didn't call them or write back to their letters. I didn't ever want to see them or hear their voice and they had to come and show up at my home. They expect me to be their friend when they ruined my life and sent me into a depression so bad that some days I can't even function as a human. At first I thought I could deal and I was as good as I could be until I had to see them again. I need them out of my life. The horrible thing that they did can never ever be changed and will always be in my life no matter how hard I try to block it out.
I can't even deal with this, I don't know how and I'm not strong enough.
I can't even deal with this, I don't know how and I'm not strong enough.