Polo2847
May 11th, 2014, 01:32 AM
So there's a girl I know for 2 years, but we've been talking to each other for almost every day for the past 6 months or so. It's May, and we have like 1 month left of school. We are both seniors. I do like her, since we have many things in common: anime, music, fighting (boxing/tkd), personality. We both make each other laugh, and go through problems together in school since we're partners. I'm 17, she's 18. The problem is that she's going to Japan for university for 4 years (she's a Japanese citizen anyway, but lived in the U.S. since 4th grade). She's not leaving yet, she's leaving mid July. I don't have a job yet, nor a car so it's kinda hard to get around, and pay for things out of savings, especially when college is next. (idk if you know, but Asian parents always say to have a job and a car before a relationship). I was playing a game of Truth or Dare with her recently, and I asked something like "When was your first crush?" She mentioned something about she never had a crush. That she's not really into love, and if anyone confessed to her, she'll probably say "Oh okay. Sure." with a monotone voice, not like, "Oh!! Really??!! ^.^" Near the beginning of the school year, I asked her about her life after college and she mentioned, "I probably don't want to be in a relationship..." She likes to hit me a lot (punching, slapping), and sometimes we talk hours on end.
I just don't know anymore, whether to just tell her my feelings, or keep it to myself? I don't want to say something and then it creeps her out. I also tell my close friends like, oh what happens if this happens, that happens, and they tell me, "Hey you're thinking too much" even though I'm just trying to plan for different possible outcomes. "Oh, you don't need a car for a relationship!" Psst, my city is a desert..I kinda need one.
Should I say anything to her? Or continue to hang out with her as much as possible as friends?
I just don't know anymore, whether to just tell her my feelings, or keep it to myself? I don't want to say something and then it creeps her out. I also tell my close friends like, oh what happens if this happens, that happens, and they tell me, "Hey you're thinking too much" even though I'm just trying to plan for different possible outcomes. "Oh, you don't need a car for a relationship!" Psst, my city is a desert..I kinda need one.
Should I say anything to her? Or continue to hang out with her as much as possible as friends?