Underground_Network
March 3rd, 2008, 09:42 PM
There's this girl I've liked ever since I first met her on the first day of school.. She's a sophomore and we're in the same first period class.. But she, like me, is relatively shy.. She really doesn't talk much, and again, I suck around girls, so I really couldn't think of anything to say. I've sort of talked to her in the past, but I haven't even talked long enough with her to classify any communication between the two of us as a conversation.. Anyways.. there are two things.. One, at the beginning of the year she hung out with people that knew people that I know (if that makes any sense).. Now she's hanging out with "bad" people at my school (people who just aren't nice people/the sluts [I don't mean like the hot whores, I mean like the drugged-up sluts who'll have sex with anyone; sorry for being stereotypical, but I'm serious..]/the drugees [I don't mean like people who try drugs once or something like that, I'm talking addicts, people like that/and people who do all sorts of other shit... Anyways.. to my knowledge she doesn't have a boyfriend, and I really haven't seen her hang around any guys at all.. (I see her various times throughout the day, thus I do have various oppurtunities to talk to her, but again, I have no idea what to say, and saying hello to a complete stranger [in a sense] just seems too awkward/strange..) I just don't know what to do/how to approach her.. I just want to get to know her better.. I also want to prove to myself that I have the courage to speak to a girl that I barely know.. I have no problem talking with girls who I have befriended (mainly girls who I have been friends with for years or girls who hang out around my friends)..But I suck around girls that I either a) don't know very well or b) know quite a bit about, but just don't know what to say, and haven't talked with them much if at all. Yeah.. sorry for ranting.. but I suck at shit like this..