theres no point anymore

[Evanescent14]

Im not sure why im writing this only that it feels like I need to say it...
I don't know how much more I can take, my brother beats me up and my dad hits me, ive got a mental health condition and my self harming has got out of control, I get into trouble all the time at school and I don't care anymore.
Maybe now is the time to admit to myself that Im just not supposed to be here anymore, it was a mistake that ive been alive for this long.
I don't care anymore when I get beaten now, its what my dad should do because he knows its what I deserve.
Its probably a fact that some people are not ment to be alive because if they were it wouldn't be like this.
It probably sounds so pathetic to say these things when other people have so many problems of their own, im sorry to write this but I had to.
I think I have to be brave and do what I know has to be done.

[StarSpark]

Hey , don't hurt your self , you have a purpose being here :) ! My brother beats me all the time , but I went to my school cop and he had DSS get involved and he hasn't hit me since . And if you ever feel unloved , don't , because I can tell you your loved by me. Please message if you need me and talk to me so I can help you , I don't want you to hurt your self :(

[Professor Moopicorn]

Please! Don't hurt yourself! I know I don't know what you are going through, but I know that there ARE people that love you and care for you, even if you don't know it. And I'm sure you don't deserve what you're getting. It's not your fault! You have as much a rite to live than everyone else! You should try and get help from your teachers or someone you can trust and I'm sure things will work out eventually.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

There is a point. I can't tell you what that point is, but there is one. Everyone's here for one reason or another.

I know it sucks now, and tomorrow might not be better, but it will get better. Your life is precious. I really urge you to seek help. You've already taken the first step in that by posting here, and as hard as it is, confide in an adult - a teacher, a close adult.. You don't need to fight this alone. People are on your side and wanting to help you.

Don't hesitate to drop me PM if you need to talk. :)

[Jack russell dad]

Get the cops involved with your dad, and do the same with your brother, i know what its like to be hated and unloved, just please don't hurt yourself. Pm me if u need to talk.

[Bmble_B]

If there was no reason for you being alive, then why would you be here? I know things may seem bad, but, don't give up just because of the people around you, or anything else at all.
As far as for the abuse, you should notify a guidance counselor, or a close family member. Don't let sadistic assholes bring you down, and cause you to feel worthless. I promise you, that things will get better, at the same time, they won't get better by themselves. Try getting involved in clubs, or stuff like that. It will give you a sense of determination and purpose.

[Evanescent14]

Thank you so much for your replies.
I wasn't sure that anyone would.
There's no one I can tell, and no one that would believe me.
My dad would find out and I don't know what he would do to me then.
I don't believe that there's a point to me being here, I really don't anymore.
I cant even try to think of any reason why I'm meant to be here.
I think people only have enough energy to survive for so long, it disappears, it never comes back.

[canonjourno]

Please! Don't hurt yourself! I know I don't know what you are going through, but I know that there ARE people that love you and care for you, even if you don't know it. And I'm sure you don't deserve what you're getting. It's not your fault! You have as much a rite to live than everyone else! You should try and get help from your teachers or someone you can trust and I'm sure things will work out eventually.

Our friend is right...and even if you don't believe that there are people who care for you- then you always have us. Really. I know it's hard- been through depression myself but hey, everything's fixable and there are always people who will care for you. And I'm sure we will all do it- even though you may never meet us face to face. We promise. Right gang??

[kaydencorey]

Please don't give up
It was said above that you have people here that care about you, this is what this site is for, you found it, now let it help you.
Please try.

[meme101]

There is no need for you to hurt yourself, you have a reason to be here it just may not be clear yet. you are somebody a real living breathing person, and no matter what you go through there will be a time where its gonna be amazing, and all those people who put you down in the past arent going to matter. Please im begging you dont hurt yourself anymore. Things will get better.