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Axw_JD
May 3rd, 2014, 02:47 AM
I'm done with life. There's absolutely nothing that it has to offer besides pain. Every fucking day I wake up to nothing, knowing that nobody gives a shit, that if I didn't wake up nobody would even notice, that nobody wants me around and I'm just a burden to everyone... They would all be better off without me, I just want to go away so that I can stop being an annoyance that nobody wants or needs...
Nobody has ever actually liked me... At best they tolerate my existence but I know they would be happy if I didn't exist anymore, no more need to deal with me... And I just wish I could give them that.
thatgothgirluknow
May 4th, 2014, 10:15 PM
I'm done with life. There's absolutely nothing that it has to offer besides pain. Every fucking day I wake up to nothing, knowing that nobody gives a shit, that if I didn't wake up nobody would even notice, that nobody wants me around and I'm just a burden to everyone... They would all be better off without me, I just want to go away so that I can stop being an annoyance that nobody wants or needs...
Nobody has ever actually liked me... At best they tolerate my existence but I know they would be happy if I didn't exist anymore, no more need to deal with me... And I just wish I could give them that. dnt give kill urself stay strong i gurantte that if u died someone would be upset about it people dpo care no matter how u feel
Axw_JD
May 5th, 2014, 03:07 PM
Nobody would, nobody notices me anyways, nobody would even realize that I was gone.my "friends" can go days, weeks, months and even a year once without talking to me or even seeing me and they still wont care about talking to or hanging out with me, I'm just an annoyance to them, and that's the opposite of what I want to be. I'm tired of living as a burden and annoyance that nobody wants when I'm not useful to them.
deregisterme
May 5th, 2014, 03:41 PM
Nobody would, nobody notices me anyways, nobody would even realize that I was gone.my "friends" can go days, weeks, months and even a year once without talking to me or even seeing me and they still wont care about talking to or hanging out with me, I'm just an annoyance to them, and that's the opposite of what I want to be. I'm tired of living as a burden and annoyance that nobody wants when I'm not useful to them.
I hate for anyone to feel that way. You are not alone. What about your family? They would miss you. I can't pretend to know from this comment what you are going through. No-one is ever an annoyance and every life is precious.
Axw_JD
May 5th, 2014, 04:03 PM
They ultimately won't care either, I know better than to lie to myself thinking they would. Besides even if they did, they don't change the way the rest of the world sees me anyways.
yeahsure
May 5th, 2014, 04:07 PM
i think you are only as great as you believe.
sadly, we all feel like this sometimes.
but, reality, is like a blank piece of paper in your hand...
you can look at it, and feel sad that it is nothing, boring, empty, unexciting.
or, you can make it something, fold it, shape it, fill it with pictures and colour...
the ideas of what it could be! Yet, like life, you think they can only exist in your head :/
you have the tools, the pens, but nobody is gonna make your life for you...
everyone, has their own piece of paper, everyone has their own life, but its only as good as you makeit. its not a right, its not handed to you on a plate.
if you think you are an annoyance, then you will give negative vibes. if you believe you are happy and fun, great at conversation, then your vibe is different.
but, only you can be that amazing person. you're not a puppet, nobody else controls you.
Change, make new friends if you have too, but, do something good. you deserve it as much as all of us do, but YOU have the same ability as we all do. Effort = reward.
i know i maybe sound harsh, but we are mostly all equal, and life is your journey, people will help, but ultimately you control it, if you choose to.
Karkat
May 5th, 2014, 08:40 PM
They ultimately won't care either, I know better than to lie to myself thinking they would. Besides even if they did, they don't change the way the rest of the world sees me anyways.
The rest of the world doesn't matter. If your family loves you? That's all that counts. The rest of the world can suck a giant cock. :yes:
i think you are only as great as you believe.
sadly, we all feel like this sometimes.
but, reality, is like a blank piece of paper in your hand...
you can look at it, and feel sad that it is nothing, boring, empty, unexciting.
or, you can make it something, fold it, shape it, fill it with pictures and colour...
the ideas of what it could be! Yet, like life, you think they can only exist in your head :/
you have the tools, the pens, but nobody is gonna make your life for you...
everyone, has their own piece of paper, everyone has their own life, but its only as good as you makeit. its not a right, its not handed to you on a plate.
if you think you are an annoyance, then you will give negative vibes. if you believe you are happy and fun, great at conversation, then your vibe is different.
but, only you can be that amazing person. you're not a puppet, nobody else controls you.
Change, make new friends if you have too, but, do something good. you deserve it as much as all of us do, but YOU have the same ability as we all do. Effort = reward.
i know i maybe sound harsh, but we are mostly all equal, and life is your journey, people will help, but ultimately you control it, if you choose to.
Very true. :)
The3rdArmy
May 6th, 2014, 06:39 PM
Dude, there is ALWAYS someone out there who loves and cares for you. They might be like me, where they show their actions and emotions in different ways. I felt the same way like you are back when I was 10. That's right, 10.
You should go out and make new friends, or look at pictures of fat cats. They always make you happy.
Dark Unicorn
May 12th, 2014, 06:33 AM
To be honest I know exactly how you feel but I need you to remember that someone out there loves you.Definitely.Even if you don't feel that way or see it.Please don't kill yourself or do anything rash.You seem really suicidal and that's a terrible thing to deal with and should be taken seriously as it usually means there's some underlying mental disorder which can be treated.Again,I can relate to everything you said so talk to me if you like it.I hope you start to feel better soon.
cool1heat
May 12th, 2014, 08:23 AM
hi
death wont solve the pain
Microcosm
May 28th, 2014, 07:38 AM
Find something or someone that makes life worth living for...
Hope I helped you.
meme101
May 28th, 2014, 09:25 AM
There is always a reason for something, but please dont end it. you could be something there is a reason for everyone to be here stick it out you are still young, everyone deserves a chance please just give yourself one..
flappybird
May 28th, 2014, 04:21 PM
Watch some prank videos on Youtube or visit 9GAG on Facebook.
CosmicNoodle
May 28th, 2014, 05:23 PM
So no one cares, Dude, every single person on this hole site cares! There are thousands of us, and we ALL care! I've seen you around a little and you seem awesome!
And there are some people who would miss you. I know just how you feel, in fact earlier tonight I was tieing a hanging rope, but now I feel great. The way you feel about things can change hugely over a short time.
A lot of us feel like that sometimes, really think, is there really no one who would care? I'm sure there is.
Now, go put on a happy song, read a book, draw something, go for a run, build a card house. Do something to distract yourself, don't mope around.
Everyone deserves a chance to be happy, give yourself that chance.
Keep trudging soldier. PM me if you want to talk buddy.
Axw_JD
June 2nd, 2014, 05:16 AM
There isn't any other solution, there isn't any other way out. Not a single person would care or miss me, I'm just a tool people use and discard, nothing really important to anyone. I'm not good looking, I'm not smart enough, I am not good enough for anyone for anything... I still don't have a reason to be alive because I know nobody wants me to be anyways and I don't think I want to be either... I have given myself and life plenty of chances and it always goes back to being way worse than before, what's the point of that?
gothy
June 8th, 2014, 10:59 PM
[QUOTE=Axw_JD;2819068]There isn't any other solution, there isn't any other way out. Not a single person would care or miss me, I'm just a tool people use and discard, I am not good enough for anyone for anything./QUOTE]
I feel the same way. I tried to kill myself a few weeks ago. I stopped myself because i realise that it may hurt someone who i thought never cared about me. Lots of people ib this world suck, but sometimes people just dont know how to express their feelings and care and love for you. Lately, i realise that some people arnt worth my time if they discard me. I try to learn to accept what my life is and make the best of it. Sometimes its hard to see, but life gets better.
Ben_Frost
June 8th, 2014, 11:07 PM
Killing yourself is never the answer, you're just looking at things in a rush and from your own perspective, you never fully know who is worrying about you. Killing yourself won't solve anything, don't you think that after you die, this will impact your family and friends? Killing yourself is just the cowardly way out.
There's no pain that lasts a million years, just be strong and go on. You'll find that life is better later on, you're young and theres's still plenty of things worth living for.
Luisss
June 10th, 2014, 01:28 AM
Hey don't beat yourself up. You may think nobody cares but if they find out you're dead, I'm 110% sure someone is going to be devastated about their loss. You are loved in this world, you were put here for a reason. You may just have to find that reason and keep living. You can do it. Your strong.
Leprous
June 12th, 2014, 08:41 AM
There is always another solution, suicide is never the answer, all it does is hurt people, you should never give up, people do care about you, you just don't realise it yet. Giving up makes it all worse, you nrrd to be strong, show everyone what you're really made off. You say nobody cares, but that's not true, look at everyone replying to your post, including, I don't know you, and yet, I would feel bad if you were to end it, nobody deserved this, nor do you, so please, be strong, because people do care, like us.
Osama Gulryz
June 12th, 2014, 10:55 AM
Look bro, Not everyone has same feeling or think same about anyone, everyone have thier point of view, find those people who like you, Dieing won't give you anything or you will get anything, don't care what others say, let them speak, listen to your heart, be strong, face life in end i will tell you 1 thing bro, Always remember "Life is to face and fight not to run away" . Be brave face it, don't care about others, find new friends (try me ;) )
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