I don't know how to feel.

[NewAge]

I've struggled with cutting for many years, this year was fine except for a few slips. Recently I've considered starting again, I don;t because I know others would see, I often think about if i killed myself, and while I don't think I would go through with it, my mind goes there often. Being in high school is stressful as is but my friends expect me to help deal with their problems which is only adding more stress. I often get depressed over their situation, or something I see on Facebook about the animals of the meat industry or an Instagram picture of someone who just died. Everything circulating on the news just lessens my faith in the human race to do good and I just don't care to go on. I feel like I can't go to any of my friends with my problems because I am doing the same thing I have to deal with. Everyone has problems and I don't like to complain, but I just need someone to say the right thing that can get me through another day.

[MercenaryMarksman]

First off, don't cut your self. What does that accomplish other than probably killing yourself and getting yourself hurt? Second off, we all have shitty days. I played like hell at tennis today and I smashed my racquet but we move on. The news is crazy i agree but if you let that dictate how you feel you'll go crazy, i did. Animals in the meat industry? Become a vegetarian. Now your not contributing money to those murderers. Your only a teenager so keep pushing on, it gets better I'm here for you. I too feel like its not worth it sometimes but get out there and have a good time and live happily. Better to die trying than running and hiding.

[Breakeven]

I've struggled with cutting for many years, this year was fine except for a few slips. Recently I've considered starting again, I don;t because I know others would see, I often think about if i killed myself, and while I don't think I would go through with it, my mind goes there often. Being in high school is stressful as is but my friends expect me to help deal with their problems which is only adding more stress. I often get depressed over their situation, or something I see on Facebook about the animals of the meat industry or an Instagram picture of someone who just died. Everything circulating on the news just lessens my faith in the human race to do good and I just don't care to go on. I feel like I can't go to any of my friends with my problems because I am doing the same thing I have to deal with. Everyone has problems and I don't like to complain, but I just need someone to say the right thing that can get me through another day.

this my opinion , i know what its like to feel like that sometimes
1-dude get ride of all the pics that upset u , being on the internet shouldn't make u more depressed and when it starts to make u depress then your doing it wrong
2- speak to your friends about how you feel , about how you cant help them sometimes because your trying to help urself first
3-cutting is not the answer for your pain darling , trust me when i say that one triggered moment u have if u go sleep it off when u wake up it will be gone , dont act right away , find something else like go for a run , write , sleep it off
4- and one last thing , ur human , ur not perfect , its okay if u didnt help ur friends all the time , its okay if u needed time off from the human race and just with urself , its okay to feel the way u feel and it will get better , and im not just saying it , i know it will , love yourself and take it easy , high school will pass and all the drama of ur friends it will pass too , dont let it get to u too deep , ur a good person and thats why u feel the way you do and if u ever need someone to talk to , im here , ur never alone :hug:

[Jack russell dad]

I hear u, everytime i hear or think of my dog i sob, and wonder I'f i should go on. Ur never alone. U just have to get friends that will help whenever they can.