Loss

[Horatio Nelson]

I don't really know where to start.....The pastor of my church, my Fathers best friend, a person I have respected and looked up to my entire life; is in ICU because of a pulmonary embolism. At this point in time it seems it's not a matter of if but when. My life will be completely different if he passes. I hate to even think about it. I don't even know why I'm telling you this...... :(

[Pacaveli]

Well, I like to help as much as I can, and no one replied... So, I will help you. I was never at church but one time, and I didn't really enjoy it, I still pray to god though. It sounds like that person was really close to you. Perhaps, he was closer to you then you were closer to you're father...? Was he a person you talked to daily or just on days you attend to church? I understand the feeling you might be loosing someone, whether mentally or physically. If you wish to talk in private, always feel free to PM me.

[Menzis]

I just prayed for you and the pastor, all you can do is pray!