Im worried

[MercenaryMarksman]

I've always liked girls. My first crush was first grade and I had many more throughout elementary school. I first discover porn when I was about 7 or 8 accidentally by searching for YouTube and I found porntube. When I found it, I've always been particularly fascinated with boobs and I just love them. I know that most likely straight but I sometimes worry because I get some kind of weird but a small subtle feeling when I look at a guy I deem as handsome. I'm fifteen and I've heard it just lots of hormones passing through at this stage but I'm so paranoid I have no idea what's what. I know I'm probably straight and I'm actually into a girl right now, never watched gay porn, never even had a dream about a guy too, and I get a great warm feeling around her thats stronger than with the handsome dudes. Could someone please tell me what this crazy weird feeling is or if just killing myself?

[centropede]

If everything is just how you are saying, then it's just because of hormones or you are just a bit jellous and want to be as handsome as they are

[Karkat]

It sounds like you've got yourself a bit of a crush. ;)

This is all totally normal, nothing really to worry about. (Porn aside- because that's not even close to how real sex is like, and it is concerning that someone so young can find it. However, it's in the past, and not your fault or anything, so don't sweat it.)

I mean, sexuality is interesting to begin with, but it's up to you to own it. If you feel you're attracted to girls? Great! Pursue girls. If you're not sure whether or not you're attracted to guys, don't worry about it, just see what the future awaits.

[MercenaryMarksman]

If everything is just how you are saying, then it's just because of hormones or you are just a bit jellous and want to be as handsome as they are

Thanks for the clarification man, that helps a lot.