guilty

[laurakitty]

I feel like a bad person and guilty a lot I think its bc my best friend that I grew up with told me that I didn't act like a proper friend anymore n she didn't wanna be my friend :( this was at x mass I push her away now but im just scared I'll screw everything up or im doing everything wrong now n although I push her away what'd probs help is to make up with her but I actually can't not after what my mind put me through just bc of what she said all that time ago
P.s I have an emotional disorder I found out after it all happened so wehn she thought our friendship was falling apart I didn't show that I loved her deep down like a sister even if o did annoy her day to day I didn't think much of it cos I thought that's what sisters do

[Emerald Dream]

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[Pulp501]

Something similar happened with me. I had a friend, and I always teased her and sometimes was mean, but I never meant it, we always seemed to just laugh about it, but I guess she didn't really like it. I haven't figured out how to fix it yet.

[DiamondsGirl]

I feel like a bad person and guilty a lot I think its bc my best friend that I grew up with told me that I didn't act like a proper friend anymore n she didn't wanna be my friend :( this was at x mass I push her away now but im just scared I'll screw everything up or im doing everything wrong now n although I push her away what'd probs help is to make up with her but I actually can't not after what my mind put me through just bc of what she said all that time ago
P.s I have an emotional disorder I found out after it all happened so wehn she thought our friendship was falling apart I didn't show that I loved her deep down like a sister even if o did annoy her day to day I didn't think much of it cos I thought that's what sisters do

then forgive her first. You already know what to do.