She left me... What do I do?

[BlueFireHeart]

The girl I love... She dumped me... I... I love her... I... She... She made me feel... I don't even know how to say it... I love her more than anything else... She's... She's the one... She's the only girl for me... But she left me... I... I can move on... She's the one... I just... Can't move on... I can't live life without her...

We're trying the "just be friends" sh*%... But... I just... I need her... I can just be a friend...

I'm suicidal... I've always been... And... I was going to end it... But then I got the chance to go to Europe... I figured I'd do something cool before I end it... I met her... She gave me a reason to live... She gave me a purpose to keep going. But now... She's "just a friend"... I... The only reason I'm still... Trying it keep going... Is that there's a chance for me and her to ge back together...

What do I do?

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EDIT/UPDATE

Ok... Things are good between me and her. I'm feeling better. We're going to try again thus summer... She just needs time to... Focus on school and what not and I've been a huge distraction. Things are working out. Thanks for all your advice.

[Thatcarguy]

what you dont do is end youre life cause thats just not cool try talking to her and see how it goes everything will get better its just a big shock to u now

[Cygnus]

Relax, collect your thoughts, time can heal differences, but don't rely on it. Distract yourself meanwhile, do a sport, play videogames, hang out with friends, heck, even go partying if you feel like it. Give it around a month, then reach her again, but if she says no keep doing what you were doing in the meantime. I know it may be tough to get over someone, but you will with enough time and willpower.

[DiamondsGirl]

I know how hard it must be for you. But if she dumps you then she's obviously not "the one". You're not doing yourself, or her, any good by mourning over your break up. Take a deep breath, and walk on. Move on. Life will throw another girl at you to love. Stay strong alright? x

[Dalcourt]

Just relax and think twice about it... maybe she wasn't the one? I'm sure the one for you is still out there and you'll miss out on a lot of you try to kill yourself just because of this one girl who is probably not worth it all in the end.
There are stillbso many awesome things waiting out there for you so stay positive.

[ChrisTJ]

Just take a few days to chill out. The first week or so after the end of a relationship is always really tough and you will have super strong feelings. These feelings may at the time make you think about suicide. In time the feelings will get weaker, this may take a long time but they will. Best advice I can give is try to forget her as much as possible. Don't surround yourself with things that will remind you of her, try your best to move on with your life and find new things to do to fill your time.

[highschool]

Honestly, you just need to come to the realization that other people shouldn't be the reason why you want to live. You should want to live because you're young and there's so many things out there that you're gonna miss, people you're gonna miss, people that are gonna miss you.