Would people care if I was gone?

[Xephinar]

Especially people at school. They hate me, think I'm weird,& no one ever talks to me. They wouldn't care.

My family? They wouldn't be devastated, they treat me like crap.

I just feel like everyone hates me, that I'm a burden to everyone.

[DiamondsGirl]

I feel you. I used to think like that too. Who would miss me? Why would it matter to anyone if I disappear?

But here's the thing; you don't need to live for other people. You don't need to care what people say about you. Live for yourself. What are your interests? What is the most important thing on Earth in your eyes? Are you prepared to have them all taken away from you permanently?

Stay strong :) x

[Fanta_Lover44]

At the end of the day, its not about living for other people, its about doing the things that you enjoy and live for yourself. I know what you feel. Stay nice and strong.

[Tarannosaurus]

Especially people at school. They hate me, think I'm weird,& no one ever talks to me. They wouldn't care.

My family? They wouldn't be devastated, they treat me like crap.

I just feel like everyone hates me, that I'm a burden to everyone.

But we would care if you were gone. VT would be very upset if one of it's members wasn't around anymore. I sometimes feel like that, but when you are depressed you can't focus on anything other than yourself so you're not able to see when other people are worried about you. The people who reply to your posts definitely care about you so focus on that :hug3:

[Karkat]

Agree with everyone so far.

People can give you reasons to live when you can't find it within yourself, but at the end of the day, the best life to be lived is your own. Not anyone else's. We, as humans, have the tendency to either be completely selfish, or everyone's pawn, and neither makes sense.

It's good to care about other people, and help them, and it's ok to care about what others think of you so long as it doesn't bring you down, but in the end, life is only worthwhile if you make peace with yourself, and stop living for everyone else.

Also, I'd definitely care if I heard you were dead. Maybe I'm just a bleeding heart, but I care about everyone I come into contact with. (Unless they're major dickheads, which you aren't.)

[Haydenn3]

I felt this way before but my friend it really isnt worth it because although i thought my mum didnt care i know deep down how much id be letting myself down use your deppresion and sadness into helping others and always talk to someone anyone i used to go onto chat rooms and talk to random people who didnt know me this helped so much esspecially when i was down and they didnt know who i was so they couldnt judge me like others