Confused

[Zwxg]

I'm really confused right now. I've always considered myself curious but now I'm really starting to question it. Before, I was always attracted to girls but would be curious as to what other guys were packing and how their builds and looks were compared to me, I guess kind of envious of them and wishing and fantasizing that I was them. Maybe this was because of insecurities I had or something I don't know. But back then I would only watch straight porn and ever since I got into that curious stage I started to watch gay porn. Now, I only seem to watch gay porn and sometimes I've even fantasized about being with guys, and recently it's been happening a lot more. I only watch straight porn on rare occasions now as well. Personally, I could never see myself in a relationship with a guy, only girls, but for some reason guys seem to turn me on more than girls. It kind of got to the point where I can't really seem to get hard when I see a girl naked anymore but I would when I see a guy even shirtless. I've been with a few girls and had sex with them but the last one I've had was like the beginning of sophomore year [ I'm a junior now ]. I've never messed around with a guy before or even seen one naked live [ excluding family members ]. I don't know, I guess my question is: how do I get myself to not be turned on by guys anymore and instead be turned on by girls? Should I try to stop watching gay porn and start watching straight again? Or is there even such a sexual orientation where I want to be with a girl emotionally but with a guy sexually? I don't know. I don't even know what questions to ask I'm just really confused right now. So if anybody could help me that'd be great and very thankful. [ sorry for the long post ]

[Elysium]

Puberty for Boys :arrow: Teen Sexuality

[Living For Love]

You can't just wish to be turned on by girls again, it doesn't work that way. If you are sexually attracted to guys, you are at least bisexual, since you can't be curious forever, right? But hey, it's not a big deal, it's just a question of knowing how to deal with it. Now, don't think watching straight porn will make you straight, or watching gay porn will make you gay, that's just impossible. If you've already been with girls, and had stable relationships with them, then I'm sure those feelings you had for them will rise again, it may only be a phase.

[mitch97g]

Don't worry dude, Im going through the same thing right now. What im feeling is that if I try something with a guy it will either prove that i like it or i do not. Once you have that knowledge the rest should be easy.

[plebble]

Sounds like you might be bi or even gay, you're definitely curious. I could be wrong, but it's a possibility. Just take time to think about this

[nklarke]

The fact that you get hard when seeing a guy shirtless is a normal thing but if you fantasize having sex with guys that's another history and you could be bisexual in that case.

You can try to just see straight porn for a while and see what happen.