i don't know any more

[jmx100]

ok so my life well its bad and I just feel like most people are saying things behind my back and most the time they are and I just fell like me ever going out with someone is not going to happen (well I have gone out with all most every one I know) and I don't know any more how to meet people that will want to go out with me in a love way and just not a sex way and I just feel that im never going to find someone and most people call me bun(ugly) and most people I want to go out with think im a freak or gay (just because im bi) and well the shit I get at school its like wtf is wrong with you lot and I get shit off people just because im bi and I get called gay and this one guy makes shit up about me and he came out as bi days after I did and then said me and him was going out and when I told people that it was ballshit he told people I fucked his bf and its all my fault him and hi bf broke up and I told people It was ballshit but people said I was ballshiting and I told him that it did not happen and a week later my mate told me that he made it all up and he told every one that his bf said it all and that he is going to beet the shit out of me but what I found out that he made it all up I what so pisst off and he then said that all the shit that my mate told me was all made up and shit but I found out that he was ballshiting it all and well I don't know what to do so help me piz :(

[DiamondsGirl]

Hi James. Sorry to hear you have to go through this. Seriously though, the world is a much bigger place than your school; where apparently half of the world's worst jerk population live. I know it's easier said than done, but if you know he's just making up stuffs then why do you need to care so much? The more you react, the more you try to fight, the more you think about it and beat yourself up, the more stressed you'd be. I think at this point you should just shrug and raise the finger. Let them say what they want to say, it's not gonna change who you are. Let people think what they want to think, how nice of them to spend so many hours every day just to think of you.

As for feeling ugly and unwanted; well, how old are you? I always say this but I'm gonna say this again. We are young. We have so many years ahead of us. Just because we can't get a date during high school years doesn't mean we would never have a date ever. Keep looking, that person is out there. Stay strong x