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HighVamp913
March 29th, 2021, 09:28 PM
I know no one wants to hear about my problems and what it is like to have ADHD. Yeah I get it:rolleyes:But if you clicked on this then you do. Don't know why. Maybe your curios? Maybe you just want a perspective? Most people think it is just having too much energy. Or being creative. Please get your facts straight. Don't worry I'm here to help(feel like a whole writer lol)There are nights when you can't sleep because of how fast your mind is moving. It doesn't matter how many mgs of melatonin you took/take :rolleyes: There are times where you would/will be doing something important and your mind will switch gears into thinking about what sound an ant makes:lol: Fuck do the even make sound (Well maybe not exactly this, but something pretty off topic) See what I mean:lol3: Then there's the time when people want to strap you to the top of a car because of the energy you have. But fuck with all of those you get ""mood"" swings. One moment you have enough energy to feel like you can watch over abunch of kids who just learned to walk:lol:The next,without warning, you feel like you can hibernate for a week. It's fucking annoying:rolleyes: You feel like you can write a whole book in one sitting, then your energy just vanishes -_-* Then you got the other times when working and your hyperfocus kicks in. This is more common, but not confined to people with ADHD. You just loose track of time and the only thing that matters is completing that one thing. You forget to eat. You forget to hydrate. You just forget to care for yourself. The moment someone snaps you out of it you are back, like nothing ever happened. It's great when you have a paper due in two days, but it's fucking nuts when I find myself doing unnecessary work. My manager had to pull me out and tell me my shift was over 2 hours after I was supposed to clock out:whoops: Ah that felt good to get off my chest. Well I hope this clears up a bit what it is like.
Feel free to ask any questions:lol:I'm not a professional ~_~(would be making bank:P)I can just give you some insight and answer you questions
Probably gonna delete this later:rolleyes:Oh well, I like to write

HighVamp913
April 1st, 2021, 03:05 AM
I couldn't sleep last night, but that wasn't much of a problem. The problem is if I'm awake then my brain working. Fun to see where that goes a lil trip down memory lane. I just love it when my mind wants to keep reminding me of times I would rather forget:)Don't you.