Almost killed myself

[MatveiBehnke]

I took drops of CBD oil and spilled it then licked the CBD oil, but it didn't get me high or intoxicated, so I failed to kill myself, I did this because it's my goal to go study in Russia and was frustrated how life was going.

I am thankful I am still alive, I instantly regretted it, this was my second suicide attempt.

I stopped myself and am glad.

[Second Chance]

I took drops of CBD oil and spilled it then licked the CBD oil, but it didn't get me high or intoxicated, so I failed to kill myself, I did this because it's my goal to go study in Russia and was frustrated how life was going.

I am thankful I am still alive, I instantly regretted it, this was my second suicide attempt.

I stopped myself and am glad.

It is good that you did not kill yourself since that is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

The only thing I can say is to get professional help if this is a second suicide attempt. It will take some time and a lot of hard work to get yourself back on your feet.

[Blueisthecolour1]

It’s good that you were able to stop yourself, I think you should try speak to a doctor or someone who can help you deal with any problems that you are having, there will be professionals who can help you stop feeling like this and stop you trying to do it again

[DarkDragon]

i'm glad you're still alive, it sucks that it was your second time and that you almost gave in, stay strong and please dont let go of your goals, future and whatever you value in your life.

your goal is still possible as long as you still believe in it and work hard to attain it. life isnt easy and it isnt fair, we will have to suffer through blood, sweat and tears to acheive our dreams so quitting isnt an answer for you.

as the others said you may need to seek help to talk about your feelings, your worries, your frustation and make sure you're not harming yourself or in the situation you wish to end it all. You can confide in a friend too but they may not be able to help.

[Skunthunt]

Glad to know that you're still alive.We need you,the world needs you,you need yourself. Don't give up

[Skunthunt]

I mean,Never give up.
There is so much in life who is cool and that you have to enjoy

[Bluebyrd]

Glad to know that you're still alive.We need you,the world needs you,you need yourself. Don't give up

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