Hopelessness

[spring_awakening]

I haven't cut for 6 days, and I'm proud that I could make it far. But without that release, all my thoughts are coming back. Everything feels fake, unreal, and unsatisfying. I generally don't like myself and feel like I am forgotten. Ten worst is that I feel like my whole life will be this way, filled with urges and just not worth faking my way through. I'm just really scared, I wish someone could tell me that's not how things will be.

[MechaSniper]

you re going to be alright. there are going to be roigh times but ther will be good times. like making a new friend right now.