My return

[MatveiBehnke]

Hello, I am Matthew or Matvei (Матвей in Cyrillic), you can call me both depending on how you feel, I sought to return since mostly I wanted to sort my life out and perhaps get more advice.

What I do mostly in my life is Russian language and I want to study in Russia next year, I am not talking about the old program, I am talking about the new exchange program that costs 10,000 USD.

Overall, I struggle with autism, anxiety and depression, I overdosed at the age of 15 because I felt so much for my life purpose and wanted to get better and better at it and I know it’s my future.

I rebranded my account and made the username as my Russian name instead of my English name, since I thought it would be a great audition to my return and show my new comeback.

I think my life is defiantly very hard and I have anxiety everyday, I want to study in Russia, see the world outside of North America and become a Russian translator, I know I must stick with this purpose, otherwise I will merely fail my life, not making good of it, and not proving I can live life with disabilities, so my purpose is my only chance at life and my only chance to see Russia and it’s ethnicities, time zones, land, republics, and more.

I hope you liked my return thread and I will likely be more active than I was before, and I will stop being inactive and make more use of my time on this site, seek more advice for my life.

[ska8er]

добро пожаловать обратно матовы
Welcome Back Matt

[cocorayo]

Hey welcome back
So have you been to Russia?

[MatveiBehnke]

Hey welcome back
So have you been to Russia?

No, but I want to study in Russia next year in 2021.

[cocorayo]

No, but I want to study in Russia next year in 2021.

And what's that interest in that specific country?

[MatveiBehnke]

And what's that interest in that specific country?

The biggest reason is that Russia is quite a unique country, it’s so big and there is so many cities, places to see, I am so interested to see Moscow, Saint Petersburg, and more.

Russia and it’s former soviet space also interest me very much, I love former soviet countries which got me very interested in the Russian language and so did the ethnic minorities and different cultures of Russia.

Overall, I just think Russia is very special for a European country, the fact so many ethnicities, time zones, land are in Russia, I think it has to be my favorite country, the only thing I dislike about Russia is the government is not good, but Russians have a very special culture and I cherish it very much, I want to study there and improve my Russian, it is my life purpose after all.

[cocorayo]

The biggest reason is that Russia is quite a unique country, it’s so big and there is so many cities, places to see, I am so interested to see Moscow, Saint Petersburg, and more.

Russia and it’s former soviet space also interest me very much, I love former soviet countries which got me very interested in the Russian language and so did the ethnic minorities and different cultures of Russia.

Overall, I just think Russia is very special for a European country, the fact so many ethnicities, time zones, land are in Russia, I think it has to be my favorite country, the only thing I dislike about Russia is the government is not good, but Russians have a very special culture and I cherish it very much, I want to study there and improve my Russian, it is my life purpose after all.

The reason I'm asking is because you can't really know the culture until you go there and see it by yourself. All the countries I've been to have little to nothing from what you see from outside. And especially if you're staying you'll see the true identity of the country, you like it or not.
Anyways,I think it's a great opportunity to travel which is always nice, but I hope you see more places in Europe as well which if you haven't been to, there are A LOT of things,it's just crazy.

My best lucks and you tell me how it is ;) .

[Stamford]

Welcome back to VT