MatveiBehnke
June 22nd, 2020, 08:01 PM
It's clear I just have to suffer with autism alone, no one is going to help me, I don't get people at all, I sucked at everything I wanted to do accept for the fact I am good at Russian and its the only thing I can do that has life value.
I have plans and stuff like going to Russia to study abroad Russian in 2021, I know my autism is just going to do this to me, its going to make my life worse quality.
If autism tries and prevents me from learning Russian, that means I will get no work or job, no majoring in Russian, no soulmate or girlfriend, no going to Russia, no future, etc.
Now I know why there is a good reason why the suicide rate for autism is so high, its because our society sucks and constantly treats us terribly, the people who run society are like robots.
I feel like everyone out there who is depressed because of autism or suicidal, they are right to feel that way since this world isn't meant for us or meant to work for us, overall I don't know what to say, all I can say is that I can feel other autistic people's pain and I will have to suffer alone.
I have plans and stuff like going to Russia to study abroad Russian in 2021, I know my autism is just going to do this to me, its going to make my life worse quality.
If autism tries and prevents me from learning Russian, that means I will get no work or job, no majoring in Russian, no soulmate or girlfriend, no going to Russia, no future, etc.
Now I know why there is a good reason why the suicide rate for autism is so high, its because our society sucks and constantly treats us terribly, the people who run society are like robots.
I feel like everyone out there who is depressed because of autism or suicidal, they are right to feel that way since this world isn't meant for us or meant to work for us, overall I don't know what to say, all I can say is that I can feel other autistic people's pain and I will have to suffer alone.