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Snowfox
June 4th, 2019, 02:01 PM
Yes during years I have found myself being violent several times. Like when someone bullied my friend or someone. It just comes out without warning. People say that they cant see it coming. I can be pretty brutal too its kinda blood frenzy that hits me. And what is even more odd is that after such thing I calm down in seconds. I get very thirsty afterwards i can drink big bottle of soda or something after I have snapped and calmed down. I also feel like I am not there completelly.
Hard to explain i know. I also feel very warm and good when I have beated up some asshole I enjoy it.
And I am also kinda tall and strong to my age. Even my friends say that is kinda scary to see me snap.
Should I do something or is it just in range of normal
Wheels
June 4th, 2019, 02:13 PM
What you are explaining sounds almost exactly what happened in one of my favorite movies, "The Perks Of Being A Wallflower." The character Charlie sees one of his friends being bullied by a bunch of guys and he almost like blackouts and goes on this rage and beats the crap out of everyone that is bullying his friend. In the moment of him doing it his seems to be totally out of control, but once it is all over he calms down really quickly. The thing is also is the character that plays Charlie is much smaller than the other characters that he beats up in his fit of rage. I can't remember exactly what they called it but it had something to do with explosive rage tendency or something like that. You should watch that movie or at least that little part of it.
Snowfox
June 4th, 2019, 02:47 PM
What you are explaining sounds almost exactly what happened in one of my favorite movies, "The Perks Of Being A Wallflower." The character Charlie sees one of his friends being bullied by a bunch of guys and he almost like blackouts and goes on this rage and beats the crap out of everyone that is bullying his friend. In the moment of him doing it his seems to be totally out of control, but once it is all over he calms down really quickly. The thing is also is the character that plays Charlie is much smaller than the other characters that he beats up in his fit of rage. I can't remember exactly what they called it but it had something to do with explosive rage tendency or something like that. You should watch that movie or at least that little part of it.
Interesting it is explosive rage yeah that is kinda good term to describe it.
After i cooled down it feels like sexually good sometimes. that afterglow can last about an hour. Its like same pleasure what you get after hard work out period.
Wheels
June 4th, 2019, 02:52 PM
Interesting it is explosive rage yeah that is kinda good term to describe it.
After i cooled down it feels like sexually good sometimes. that afterglow can last about an hour. Its like same pleasure what you get after hard work out period.I tell ya, if you can find that movie you should watch it. The character Charlie has many other issues as well that he is dealing with. It is a great movie. Logan Lerman of the Percy Jackson movies and Emma Watson of the Harry Potter movies are in it.
ska8er
June 4th, 2019, 05:43 PM
Its good to come to the rescue of someone
who is bullied but if u go into a blood frenzy
then u have severe anger issues which could
lead to physical harm or even murder. Have u
ever been bullied or physically harmed? If so
then u r taking ur frustrations out when u see
someone else abused and u get satisfaction.
Snowfox
June 4th, 2019, 09:30 PM
ska8er yes both have happened before when I was younger. Then there was this veteran at our church who kept these self defence classes. Bro took me there and we would train boxing and judo and even with knifes made out of rubber.
I know murder is pretty bad.
ska8er
June 4th, 2019, 10:37 PM
ska8er yes both have happened before when I was younger. Then there was this veteran at our church who kept these self defence classes. Bro took me there and we would train boxing and judo and even with knifes made out of rubber.
I know murder is pretty bad.
That is a very good idea about self defense classes
or taking ur anger or frustrations in a gym.
Don't let it come to murder. U have ur whole
life to live and make something out of urself.
Don't end in the slammer.
Uniquemind
June 5th, 2019, 04:33 AM
Interesting it is explosive rage yeah that is kinda good term to describe it.
After i cooled down it feels like sexually good sometimes. that afterglow can last about an hour. Its like same pleasure what you get after hard work out period.
This doesn’t surprise me that there is a sexual type of thrill or high involved here. The physical part of the central nervous system that maintains sexual urges and hungers is the same general part that controls the fight-flight response.
Very similar endorphins are also released in either scenario, as it dulls pain and exchanges it for a pleasurable-high.
But please get help because you can seriously get in trouble with the law, unless you can prove in court each action was for self-defense reasons, to ensure safety in order to get away.
Snowfox
June 7th, 2019, 04:07 PM
This doesn’t surprise me that there is a sexual type of thrill or high involved here. The physical part of the central nervous system that maintains sexual urges and hungers is the same general part that controls the fight-flight response.
Very similar endorphins are also released in either scenario, as it dulls pain and exchanges it for a pleasurable-high.
But please get help because you can seriously get in trouble with the law, unless you can prove in court each action was for self-defense reasons, to ensure safety in order to get away.
Its also kinda interesting that my girlfriend likes it. We talked about my violent behavior last evening before bed and she said that knowing it makes her feel sexually hot.
That is seriously odd. She likes me being kinda dangerous. Also She told that all kinds of bullying for her kidbro stopped when I came into picture. Might be cause I am aggressive protective when it comes to people I think my people.
I made it sure to myself to not to carry knifes with me like some men do just multitools as all men do. Lesser risk for me to end up behind bars.
Getting help to my violent urges is not easy since its way of men in my family my dad is one helluva nutcase my older bro isnt much better. My dad I actually dont know him much but from what I know....
Uniquemind
June 7th, 2019, 04:34 PM
Its also kinda interesting that my girlfriend likes it. We talked about my violent behavior last evening before bed and she said that knowing it makes her feel sexually hot.
That is seriously odd. She likes me being kinda dangerous. Also She told that all kinds of bullying for her kidbro stopped when I came into picture. Might be cause I am aggressive protective when it comes to people I think my people.
I made it sure to myself to not to carry knifes with me like some men do just multitools as all men do. Lesser risk for me to end up behind bars.
Getting help to my violent urges is not easy since its way of men in my family my dad is one helluva nutcase my older bro isnt much better. My dad I actually dont know him much but from what I know....
Yeah there is a genetic predisposition for emotional temperament. This isn’t surprising and it’s also not surprising you probably grew up in young childhood with a world concept that expressing emotions this way was necessary for survival from strict parents.
I can tell you that physicality can be attractive as much as it can turn off some ladies. You are going to be biased to see only the women that view these traits positively, but are you truly looking for both girls and boys who view your behavior negatively?
If you were to fast forward into your future do you see yourself in a physical abusive relationship with your girlfriend I’d say during a relationship dispute? Do you Lose yourself emotionally over the small things?
Watching even my parents fight when younger, there were times where they’re was a fight over a misplaced receipt for household accounting, or not packing something for a trip, etc....
(And I would not classify my parents as being in an abusive relationship, as no physical restraints or blows were ever used by either of them upon each other). My point is drama between couples happens, and if your in the habit of expressing rage or anger physically, that leads often to battered girls and women. The reverse is also true too toward guys with abusive girlfriends.
I’ve seen my friends fight over being cheated on, and I’ve seen or heard about my friends (some I’ve had to comfort) experiencing a physical abuse in a relationship.
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Let me make this really clear, these behaviors aren’t acceptable and will need correcting by you.
But society is reasonable for utilizing such skill in cases of self-defense.
But keep it up and your a lawsuit waiting to happen, and you could lose a lot of your rights, love, and money over these types of behaviors.
Your feelings are natural, your behaviors are natural, but I didn’t give you a pass to say or conclude that all things natural = good.
Snowfox
June 7th, 2019, 10:58 PM
Yeah there is a genetic predisposition for emotional temperament. This isn’t surprising and it’s also not surprising you probably grew up in young childhood with a world concept that expressing emotions this way was necessary for survival from strict parents.
I can tell you that physicality can be attractive as much as it can turn off some ladies. You are going to be biased to see only the women that view these traits positively, but are you truly looking for both girls and boys who view your behavior negatively?
If you were to fast forward into your future do you see yourself in a physical abusive relationship with your girlfriend I’d say during a relationship dispute? Do you Lose yourself emotionally over the small things?
Watching even my parents fight when younger, there were times where they’re was a fight over a misplaced receipt for household accounting, or not packing something for a trip, etc....
(And I would not classify my parents as being in an abusive relationship, as no physical restraints or blows were ever used by either of them upon each other). My point is drama between couples happens, and if your in the habit of expressing rage or anger physically, that leads often to battered girls and women. The reverse is also true too toward guys with abusive girlfriends.
I’ve seen my friends fight over being cheated on, and I’ve seen or heard about my friends (some I’ve had to comfort) experiencing a physical abuse in a relationship.
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Let me make this really clear, these behaviors aren’t acceptable and will need correcting by you.
But society is reasonable for utilizing such skill in cases of self-defense.
But keep it up and your a lawsuit waiting to happen, and you could lose a lot of your rights, love, and money over these types of behaviors.
Your feelings are natural, your behaviors are natural, but I didn’t give you a pass to say or conclude that all things natural = good.
Hmm I dont lose it when its argument with my GF. Never hit her or anything like that. On other hand she has stopped me from battering someone by just raising her voice and telling me to stop. Even on of my friends who is smallish guy and year younger can just raise his voice and something in his voice can make me stop battering some "idiot" I am about to pulverize. It is odd since some people just have that kinda authority in them.
Its kinda how could I put it... I dont actually get angry easily but there are some things that trigger me on of those being bullying or abuse of power. I also have this kinda weird sense of honor to not to beat up anyone who is obviously not match to me.
I kinda grew up without dad in picture and my bro being 10 years older took his role in my life and still is THE MAN in our house. And I mean it was like daddy figure from 1950s. Mom kinda took that as things are like they should.
Example me doing something I should not do bro finds out and its my ass getting taste of his belt. After that it was serious talking with phrases from bible and all that. (religious family)
Most arguments I and my GF have are like my style to shave my head and she thinks skinhead style is kinda silly. Also I like to dress like skinhead or "Jack the lumber" those kinds of silly things. We also argue about use of money since I am kinda person who.... in a word I am kinda miser sometimes. She on other hand she can spend 25 euros to get nice shirt. But all in all she can make me cool down fast.
Only big problematic thing for me is hard alcohol. Like beer I can drink fine no problem. But booze and Gin especially is something I avoid these days since I can get these paranoid and depressed feelings when I drink it. I sed to get depressed from time to time and I got myself bottle and went to my room and drink and I got more down and I got these feelings that government and lizard men and coming and I would load shotgun and sit in bed and talk to myself. Bro found it out once and took my guns away from me for a while.
And I know I am too young to drink legally but its easy to get alcohol here.
Uniquemind
June 8th, 2019, 03:38 AM
Well it’s just something to be aware of, and to not turn to alcohol for emotional problems, that’s mainly how I think people become addicts.
Just JT
July 13th, 2019, 11:41 AM
Snowfox
Uniquemind is giving you some really good advice
From my perspective, you remind me of myself when I was a few years younger
You behavior is coming from someplace deep inside you, a place you don’t even know exists yet. And it’s a problem your dealing with, a problem you don’t even know you have yet, completely.
But alcohol, violence, and whatever else your doing is just masking that pain
Trust me, I been there on the winning side of so many fights that end up bloody AF, many times arrested, in court, locked up, serving your time and paying your dues.
I’m very luck people in my life who cared about me stepped forward and gave me the help and support I needed (and still need) and got me to channel that energy into positive things
Not breaking windows, punching holes in walls, beating foster moms brand new car with a baseball bat, beating people into the hospital, getting myself beaten into the hospital as well......the list goes on.....
It’s about anger and rage, and it’s coming out weather you want it to or not, and by not dealing with whatever you need to deal with, it’s gonna come out the way it isn’t now
It won’t end well....trust me, it’s no way to live a life bro, love uses less energy than hate rage and anger
Get some help bro, asking for help is not a sign of weakness, it’s a sign of strength and courage
So be strong and ask before it’s to late
Emilyfox
July 14th, 2019, 08:40 PM
Yes during years I have found myself being violent several times. Like when someone bullied my friend or someone. It just comes out without warning. People say that they cant see it coming. I can be pretty brutal too its kinda blood frenzy that hits me. And what is even more odd is that after such thing I calm down in seconds. I get very thirsty afterwards i can drink big bottle of soda or something after I have snapped and calmed down. I also feel like I am not there completelly.
Hard to explain i know. I also feel very warm and good when I have beated up some asshole I enjoy it.
And I am also kinda tall and strong to my age. Even my friends say that is kinda scary to see me snap.
Should I do something or is it just in range of normal
Just sounds like you’re a wannabe tough guy tbh
Stop reading Wolverine comics or whatever
Snowfox
July 17th, 2019, 08:26 AM
Just sounds like you’re a wannabe tough guy tbh
Stop reading Wolverine comics or whatever
Never read any comics of marvel etc. I am more into Donald Duck.
But I am enjoying when I hurt someone whom I think is asshole. My girlfriend just coerced me to go to local Martial arts dojo to get that steam out from me. I hope that helps.
As side note I do not enjoy or fancy hurting animals.
Emilyfox
July 18th, 2019, 09:14 AM
Never read any comics of marvel etc. I am more into Donald Duck.
But I am enjoying when I hurt someone whom I think is asshole. My girlfriend just coerced me to go to local Martial arts dojo to get that steam out from me. I hope that helps.
As side note I do not enjoy or fancy hurting animals.
Sure sure tough guy
Sailor Mars
July 18th, 2019, 03:48 PM
You’d probably be better off getting help from a therapist or anger management specialist. I do a ton of martial arts, and I have a hell of a temper, but never would I take it out on a person physically. If you have that urge, and enjoy hurting people, I would seriously recommend getting professional help.
Uniquemind
July 18th, 2019, 11:39 PM
Never read any comics of marvel etc. I am more into Donald Duck.
But I am enjoying when I hurt someone whom I think is asshole. My girlfriend just coerced me to go to local Martial arts dojo to get that steam out from me. I hope that helps.
As side note I do not enjoy or fancy hurting animals.
In that context I think that’s more normal. Who hasn’t mentally visualized fighting back against a bully or even a mean boss. I remember when I was little my dad would come home mad because he had a bad boss, and he’d go exercise to walk off steam.
I think you’re girlfriend gave you good advice and a healthy outlet to get rid of frustration.
If you took enjoyment out of torturing living things just because though, that’s not normal and that does require seeing a professional.
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But in general i stand by my previous posts as well.
What if your girlfriend leaves you, or unfortunately dies in an accident.
You don’t want your mind-emotional state to spiral downward in a state of anxiety or trauma or grief. You have to be a strong individual on your own and bring that to the relationship (romantic, or otherwise just friendships). In these context anger can trigger easily and bad actions follow.
Recognize volatile emotions like rage and anger, like one acknowledges picking up a physical weapon, as both can be dangerous and explosive. Both need careful and thoughtful management. Usually such emotions should be felt, and dealt with in positive ways.
Some positive outcomes: Exercise, really intense sex (if you have a willing partner), reading a book, playing a game or puzzle can help too. Also their’s youtube cat videos, and other funny stuff.
Snowfox
July 19th, 2019, 03:02 PM
In that context I think that’s more normal. Who hasn’t mentally visualized fighting back against a bully or even a mean boss. I remember when I was little my dad would come home mad because he had a bad boss, and he’d go exercise to walk off steam.
I think you’re girlfriend gave you good advice and a healthy outlet to get rid of frustration.
If you took enjoyment out of torturing living things just because though, that’s not normal and that does require seeing a professional.
———
But in general i stand by my previous posts as well.
What if your girlfriend leaves you, or unfortunately dies in an accident.
You don’t want your mind-emotional state to spiral downward in a state of anxiety or trauma or grief. You have to be a strong individual on your own and bring that to the relationship (romantic, or otherwise just friendships). In these context anger can trigger easily and bad actions follow.
Recognize volatile emotions like rage and anger, like one acknowledges picking up a physical weapon, as both can be dangerous and explosive. Both need careful and thoughtful management. Usually such emotions should be felt, and dealt with in positive ways.
Some positive outcomes: Exercise, really intense sex (if you have a willing partner), reading a book, playing a game or puzzle can help too. Also their’s youtube cat videos, and other funny stuff.
I know this sounds kind of odd... I was really pleased to find out that local Dojo is not mocking Christian believes. Hard to explain but when I enter dojo I was my feet and dress in GI We say proper prayer to god and we calm down before we start.
Its all about respecting your partner and training to get better. Its kind of and brotherhood of men and women as well. Bit similar what my brother finds from motorcycle gang.
I am at beginning of path I know but I like it so far.
Maybe if this plays out I will become military man or frontier guard or cop who knows. Still I would love to become Magister of forestry.
Just JT
July 19th, 2019, 08:04 PM
Snowfox
After reading some of your posts it’s almost like you are 2 different people. Sometimes with what seems like an accent/slightly imperfect English, then other times almost perfect written English
Just Saying’
Snowfox
July 21st, 2019, 03:11 AM
Snowfox
After reading some of your posts it’s almost like you are 2 different people. Sometimes with what seems like an accent/slightly imperfect English, then other times almost perfect written English
Just Saying’
Depends when I am tired or writing hastily without thinking it twice. And compare that to when I think every sentence 2-5 times and I am not tired or in a rush.
Ragle
July 21st, 2019, 10:58 PM
Should I do something or is it just in range of normal
Of course you should.
Vegas2933
August 20th, 2019, 06:30 PM
Interesting it is explosive rage yeah that is kinda good term to describe it.
After i cooled down it feels like sexually good sometimes. that afterglow can last about an hour. Its like same pleasure what you get after hard work out period.
You maybe have a weird fetish about making people suffer... wouldn't be the weirdest one I've ever heared about.
I can be pretty nasty with words when I get angry and that's usually enough to quell the situation before things get violent.
If you feel you're resorting to violence to quickly or too often, you should see a psychologist.
Connordude
September 1st, 2019, 09:25 AM
Sounds like wannabe tough guy loser BS to me
Probably couldn’t hurt a fly
Petyr
September 2nd, 2019, 03:36 AM
Yes during years I have found myself being violent several times. Like when someone bullied my friend or someone. It just comes out without warning. People say that they cant see it coming. I can be pretty brutal too its kinda blood frenzy that hits me. And what is even more odd is that after such thing I calm down in seconds. I get very thirsty afterwards i can drink big bottle of soda or something after I have snapped and calmed down. I also feel like I am not there completelly.
Hard to explain i know. I also feel very warm and good when I have beated up some asshole I enjoy it.
And I am also kinda tall and strong to my age. Even my friends say that is kinda scary to see me snap.
Should I do something or is it just in range of normal
Sounds normal to me. Stand up for your friends, beat the shit out of bullies to teach them, and then relax.
Petyr
September 2nd, 2019, 03:37 AM
What you are explaining sounds almost exactly what happened in one of my favorite movies, "The Perks Of Being A Wallflower." The character Charlie sees one of his friends being bullied by a bunch of guys and he almost like blackouts and goes on this rage and beats the crap out of everyone that is bullying his friend. In the moment of him doing it his seems to be totally out of control, but once it is all over he calms down really quickly. The thing is also is the character that plays Charlie is much smaller than the other characters that he beats up in his fit of rage. I can't remember exactly what they called it but it had something to do with explosive rage tendency or something like that. You should watch that movie or at least that little part of it.
Omg i love that movie n ur so right
Petyr
September 2nd, 2019, 03:52 AM
Never read any comics of marvel etc. I am more into Donald Duck.
But I am enjoying when I hurt someone whom I think is asshole. My girlfriend just coerced me to go to local Martial arts dojo to get that steam out from me. I hope that helps.
As side note I do not enjoy or fancy hurting animals.
If you hurt animals your soul will rot forever
Snowfox
September 17th, 2019, 08:42 AM
So back to this topic again shall we?
Today something happened that I kinda find odd.
I was in mall doing some shopping... school supplies etc. When I went to elevator I met someone. This lad is my age and in past I beated him up kinda ugly way. There we stood in silence for a while and It seemed that it wasnt fun for him to be there with me. I saw fear in his eyes. I decided to have some fun in my own odd way.
I stared at him and when he got of from elevator I followed him to bus stop and I somehow did enjoy his fear. When he was nervously waiting bus I grabbed pack of chewing gum from my pocket and asked him "do you wanna have some gum". From that point he freaked out and jumped and started to run away.
I chased him down and said its only chewing gum you know i took one gum for me and offered again and he took one with wild eyes.
Damn it was fun prank
Alexnbin
October 7th, 2020, 10:36 PM
So back to this topic again shall we?
Today something happened that I kinda find odd.
I was in mall doing some shopping... school supplies etc. When I went to elevator I met someone. This lad is my age and in past I beated him up kinda ugly way. There we stood in silence for a while and It seemed that it wasnt fun for him to be there with me. I saw fear in his eyes. I decided to have some fun in my own odd way.
I stared at him and when he got of from elevator I followed him to bus stop and I somehow did enjoy his fear. When he was nervously waiting bus I grabbed pack of chewing gum from my pocket and asked him "do you wanna have some gum". From that point he freaked out and jumped and started to run away.
I chased him down and said its only chewing gum you know i took one gum for me and offered again and he took one with wild eyes.
Damn it was fun prank
You know it’s people like you who cause young people to commit suicide right?
Bully and violence and being a sick f*** is not okay
Snowfox
October 8th, 2020, 09:42 AM
You know it’s people like you who cause young people to commit suicide right?
Bully and violence and being a sick f*** is not okay
No he didnt commit suicide at least he hasnt so far.
He just tries to avoid me even today.
I dont plan to hit him anymore. That one time I beated him was different i had a reason.
Basicly I dont beat anyone up for no reason.
I just enjoy doing it when I do have a reason.
Alexnbin
October 8th, 2020, 06:04 PM
No he didnt commit suicide at least he hasnt so far.
He just tries to avoid me even today.
I dont plan to hit him anymore. That one time I beated him was different i had a reason.
Basicly I dont beat anyone up for no reason.
I just enjoy doing it when I do have a reason.
So basically you’re admitting to being a violent sociopath?
Most likely you’re a scrawny runt who couldn’t beat up a marshmallow but you’re talking big online where you can’t be seen and living out fantasies
You’re that boy aren’t you? The one you said you once beat up then chases after offering gum because you knew he’d freak - that was actually you wasn’t it?
Snowfox
October 9th, 2020, 07:23 AM
So basically you’re admitting to being a violent sociopath?
Most likely you’re a scrawny runt who couldn’t beat up a marshmallow but you’re talking big online where you can’t be seen and living out fantasies
You’re that boy aren’t you? The one you said you once beat up then chases after offering gum because you knew he’d freak - that was actually you wasn’t it?
No I am not that boy.
But yes I am somewhat violent. I dream lots of killing and murdering as way to have fun. But I plan to not to do as I dream.
Most usually when I end up in fight I use dirty tricks as much as possible.
However why do you react so passionately about this all.
This thread was fairly old anyway. I am not exactly that bad anymore.
You seem to be against violence for some reason.
I bet you like to bully others for entertainment.
Alexnbin
October 9th, 2020, 08:51 PM
No I am not that boy.
But yes I am somewhat violent. I dream lots of killing and murdering as way to have fun. But I plan to not to do as I dream.
Most usually when I end up in fight I use dirty tricks as much as possible.
However why do you react so passionately about this all.
This thread was fairly old anyway. I am not exactly that bad anymore.
You seem to be against violence for some reason.
I bet you like to bully others for entertainment.
No I prefer to let people be and don’t wish harm on anyone, so don’t project your defects please
I hope you’re getting help
Snowfox
October 10th, 2020, 07:24 AM
No I prefer to let people be and don’t wish harm on anyone, so don’t project your defects please
I hope you’re getting help
I used to get lots of enjoyment harming others. Better make them hate and fear me than just hate and despise me. Other options do not exist.
Alexnbin
October 14th, 2020, 08:58 AM
I used to get lots of enjoyment harming others. Better make them hate and fear me than just hate and despise me. Other options do not exist.
Why? That’s a ridiculous attitude, moronic
Why is it better?
Better would be to liked or actually be respected
Even being ignored by them is better than convincing yourself they fear as if you’re some tough guy and not just some delusional wannabe
Snowfox
October 14th, 2020, 12:28 PM
Why? That’s a ridiculous attitude, moronic
Why is it better?
Better would be to liked or actually be respected
Even being ignored by them is better than convincing yourself they fear as if you’re some tough guy and not just some delusional wannabe
Being ignored and forgotten is not an option where I live.
You know my skin is white which means i should be killed at birth.
There are only certain options left.
Either I accept being victim and doormat and I do nothing to prevent me being beaten up and being spit on daily basis.
Or I make them fear me since there is no way on earth they will accept me as friend or anything remotely close as friend.
It better to be feared and hated than to be hated only
Second Chance
October 14th, 2020, 04:56 PM
So back to this topic again shall we?
Today something happened that I kinda find odd.
I was in mall doing some shopping... school supplies etc. When I went to elevator I met someone. This lad is my age and in past I beated him up kinda ugly way. There we stood in silence for a while and It seemed that it wasnt fun for him to be there with me. I saw fear in his eyes. I decided to have some fun in my own odd way.
I stared at him and when he got of from elevator I followed him to bus stop and I somehow did enjoy his fear. When he was nervously waiting bus I grabbed pack of chewing gum from my pocket and asked him "do you wanna have some gum". From that point he freaked out and jumped and started to run away.
I chased him down and said its only chewing gum you know i took one gum for me and offered again and he took one with wild eyes.
Damn it was fun prank
What kind of gum were you offering the guy?
Being ignored and forgotten is not an option where I live.
You know my skin is white which means i should be killed at birth.
There are only certain options left.
Either I accept being victim and doormat and I do nothing to prevent me being beaten up and being spit on daily basis.
Or I make them fear me since there is no way on earth they will accept me as friend or anything remotely close as friend.
It better to be feared and hated than to be hated only
I can see your point here especially if those around you have hurt you really badly.
Alexnbin
October 16th, 2020, 10:45 AM
Being ignored and forgotten is not an option where I live.
You know my skin is white which means i should be killed at birth.
There are only certain options left.
Either I accept being victim and doormat and I do nothing to prevent me being beaten up and being spit on daily basis.
Or I make them fear me since there is no way on earth they will accept me as friend or anything remotely close as friend.
It better to be feared and hated than to be hated only
What nonsense is that? You should be killed at birth for white skin why?
Snowfox
October 16th, 2020, 10:47 AM
What nonsense is that? You should be killed at birth for white skin why?
So have I been told at many occasions. In school and elsewhere. I live in white majority country but being white is seen as very bad thing. Especially if social backround is wrong caste.
Bluebyrd
October 16th, 2020, 07:11 PM
You know it’s people like you who cause young people to commit suicide right?
Bully and violence and being a sick f*** is not okay
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