thatboi
January 1st, 2019, 12:27 PM
(English isn't my native language so forgive me any mistakes I might have made)
My love life is a bit complicated right now as I'm gay and not everyone who might be gay is out of closet (even I am not). I have a very good friend of mine and I know him since we were 9 or 10. Yesterday he written to me that "now things will be as we both want them to be" and then few messages further he called me "darling". From last 2 years I was supposing that he may be gay. Now I'm pretty sure he really is as we began to get really close to each other a year ago. But there's a boy who I met on some kind of get-to-know lgbt group and I have known him for 1 week. We are still writing with to each other. However it's much more uncomfortable for me now than it was on the first or second day. It began to be uncomfortable as he told me he is painting his nails on pink or rainbow colors and that he does make up. I like to date/meet more masculine guys and my friend is one of them. I want to finish this internet relationship but I want it to be nice and polite as he wrote to me that his life has no sense, he is ugly, and his parents are alcoholic, everyone in his town calls him a fag and he has no life in school. I don't want to make him kill himself or smth like this I just want to break up nicely and politely. Also we live very far from each other so we even will probably never meet.
My love life is a bit complicated right now as I'm gay and not everyone who might be gay is out of closet (even I am not). I have a very good friend of mine and I know him since we were 9 or 10. Yesterday he written to me that "now things will be as we both want them to be" and then few messages further he called me "darling". From last 2 years I was supposing that he may be gay. Now I'm pretty sure he really is as we began to get really close to each other a year ago. But there's a boy who I met on some kind of get-to-know lgbt group and I have known him for 1 week. We are still writing with to each other. However it's much more uncomfortable for me now than it was on the first or second day. It began to be uncomfortable as he told me he is painting his nails on pink or rainbow colors and that he does make up. I like to date/meet more masculine guys and my friend is one of them. I want to finish this internet relationship but I want it to be nice and polite as he wrote to me that his life has no sense, he is ugly, and his parents are alcoholic, everyone in his town calls him a fag and he has no life in school. I don't want to make him kill himself or smth like this I just want to break up nicely and politely. Also we live very far from each other so we even will probably never meet.