Loss of best friend and consequences.

[Brightenraid]

I will be brief.
A couple of weeks ago my friend was diagnosed. 4th degree glioblastoma. One day he became ill at school and he lost consciousness. He was taken to hospital where he died.
I was practically the first to find out. Since then, every night I have experienced the feelings that I experienced at that moment. And that scares me.
It seems like I'm starting to withdraw into myself.
There is not even the strength for a simple smile.
How long it will be going on? So it was with someone?:(

[Ben7]

I'm sorry to hear. Cancer is a terrible thing. I know it's easier said than done (believe me) but it really does get better with time. What might help you is to talk to your parents, keep your friends and siblings close, but try not to withdraw into yourself if you can help it. Talk to people, try to laugh about the friend that you had - to reminisce with other friends about the good times you all had together. Not saying it's easy, it never is.

I've lost a friend before too, though the circumstances were different. If you want to talk about anything, just shoot me a message.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Tell his story and have him remebered the way he would want to be remembered.
This is a good way to honor him as well as grieve and deal with his death.
I offer my condolences since I imagine this must be very difficult.
Keep you parents in touch and talk to them. Be open as possible, and allow the support around you to help you

[ska8er]

Its hard right now cause it is on ur
mind constantly-let ur mind grieve to
let out the feelings u now feel and over
time it will heal. U don't have to forget
bout ur friend but just remember the
good times u shared. Its good to look
for ways to get ur mind off of it. Play a
sport-find a job-go to a gym and even
then u just might find someone else to
b friends with.

[JakeMakes]

I will be brief.
A couple of weeks ago my friend was diagnosed. 4th degree glioblastoma. One day he became ill at school and he lost consciousness. He was taken to hospital where he died.
I was practically the first to find out. Since then, every night I have experienced the feelings that I experienced at that moment. And that scares me.
It seems like I'm starting to withdraw into myself.
There is not even the strength for a simple smile.
How long it will be going on? So it was with someone?:(

OMG I feel so sad rn. Please just talk to anyone you can trust about it. Tell them what he meant to you, how you feel about it.