depression perhaps?

[TaylahShelbyxx]

i made a silly mistake trying to help defend my friend, who never really even liked me at all..
now an old friend of mine hates me and spreads rumors about me and stuff. i don't know how to say sorry since we weren't really that close.
now alot of my friends or so called friends have been fighting & dragging me into it & they are continuously cyberbullying and bullying me in real life.
i feel like killing myself. i can't be happy. and it's only been a few days; what will happen to me if it continues?
they did say i should die . . .
is it just a tough time or could i have depression?

[Karkat]

I'd say that you probably do have depression, because you don't necessarily have to have it for insanely long periods of time or anything. A lot of things can trigger depression.

It's unfortunate that this went down when it did... I hope you're doing ok. Best of luck.

[Jackman1800]

You may have depression

[imthomas]

Sounds like you do

[Fanta_Lover44]

i made a silly mistake trying to help defend my friend, who never really even liked me at all..
now an old friend of mine hates me and spreads rumors about me and stuff. i don't know how to say sorry since we weren't really that close.
now alot of my friends or so called friends have been fighting & dragging me into it & they are continuously cyberbullying and bullying me in real life.
i feel like killing myself. i can't be happy. and it's only been a few days; what will happen to me if it continues?
they did say i should die . . .
is it just a tough time or could i have depression?

Hey sounds like depression, never ever give in to bullies, I know you might think its going to get worse, but if your getting bullied, you need to tell someone to get it to stop, i'm afraid you're going to have to tell someone like a parent or teacher and hopefully it will stop.

I'm here if you ever need a friend. ;)

[ksdnfkfr]

It's a tough time and should disconnect on the internet as much as possible.

[DiamondsGirl]

Yes you sound depressed. Doesn't mean you should end your life now though. Do remember that the world is a bigger place than your school. Just because they're jerks (I could've used a harsher word but this is not the time I guess) doesn't mean you don't have a place anymore. Doesn't mean you have no one to call a "friend" anymore. Stay strong. If you look harder, you'll see that this world can be beautiful :) x

[Melman]

Hello,
It does sound like you have depression and i have also had personal experience with it so I can tell you that it does get better. If that's what your friends are doing they don't seem like very good friends. Surround yourself with friends that care for you and stand up for you. Reach out to your parents perhaps. Turn your computer off, try not to listen to what their saying. Its not true. Just remember that you're a beautiful person and you deserve to live a happy life. You're amazing. You have to face the fact that you're not perfect, NOBODY can be perfect and NOBODY is perfect. We all make mistakes. We all have our strengths and our weaknesses. Reach out to someone that you trust. You're BEAUTIFUL and don't let anyone dull your sparkle. Be brave, I believe in you.