Whovian_Scar
March 16th, 2014, 05:31 PM
I used to be so fat, fat, really fat, believe it or not, i used to hate myself for it, id cry all the time because i kept telling myself that id never lose weight, that id always be the hefty Hopkins. Honest to god thats why i cut now, every time i think about how i used to be i cry so hard and cut so deep. I remember once where id say "hey im gonna go on a diet" id do good for a day or two, then find myself stuffing fries or sneaking fat foods into my room and hiding because i didnt want my family to see me like that. I was so fat. I cry every single time i think about it! The worst part is that its the past and it wont go away, it just keeps haunting me, the little kid who keeps asking for thirds or fifths. The only kid who wore a tee when swimming. The kid who weighed 215 lbs at age 9. Now im 13, 6'0, and 120 lbs. I cut myself for pleasure, nothing else makes me feel the same.:yawn: im also bi-sexual...