Broke up with my bf...

[headhunterbg]

I don't even know why I'm posting this. I guess I just need to hear something good, because I'm really desperate.

Even though it was just an online relationship, I was feeling him like he is with me all the time. We were gonna make 6 months of dating after 8 days and see each other after 2-3 years and be together. I can't believe everything disappeared for one moment. We were having a lot of problems, I tried my best to solve them, but at the end nothing worked. Sometimes I hated him for saying/doing things I don't like, but I never stopped loving him. I still haven't stopped and maybe I never will. This was my first relationship, I believed all the time it will last forever. We had good and bad moments, sometimes really bad. But nothing ever made me think of breaking up. Eventually today I had to do it, no matter how hard it was. I realized we are just not for each other and if we keep being together, we will never be the way we wanted.
Now I'm crying. I don't see how I will forget him, I would give everything for a chance to start everything once again. No matter what happened, i can say it was good 5 months. Unforgettable. I love you, M. I will always keep you in my heart.

[inactiveguy678]

I think the fact that it was your first relationship made it harder for you to accept.

I'm not judging on the online aspect of it because if a person is really open and truthful sometimes this can be enough in a relationship.

However, I seem to have some issues with regard to what was being said or done that you didn't like. You made it seem like this was happening quite often. If thats the case, online or personal, I think it makes no difference that these might be the red flags on the relationships.

I think what you should do now is just vent all of your problems away. Given the way this relationship worked. It seems like there is no way of communicating with him unless he wants you to unlike personal relationships where there other ways to get closure.

[TheMagicPotato]

My condolences.

It's hard to end a relationship, especially in bad terms. But, don't let this get you down.

Make new friends, try new experiences, listen to your favourite songs, watch your favourite tv show.

The best thing you can do right now is to let out all your feelings with a trusted friend.

[Chefzg]

My condolences.

It's hard to end a relationship, especially in bad terms. But, don't let this get you down.

Make new friends, try new experiences, listen to your favourite songs, watch your favourite tv show.

The best thing you can do right now is to let out all your feelings with a trusted friend.

I completely agree and could not have said it better myself.