I love my best friend

[Nicky47]

Hes straight im bi weve been best friends for 10 years we have been on vaca together and had so many memories, yes weve masterbated in the same room but nothing more though i think he knew how much i enjoyed it, but it has really gotten to me how he will never love me as i love him and every time that reality h its i get realllllly down and almost controlling of him trying to take all his free time to be with me,despite this hes always stayed by my side butwhat do i do? I cant change my feelings for him but also hate how it drags me to depression

[Zelenika]

Hes straight im bi weve been best friends for 10 years we have been on vaca together and had so many memories, yes weve masterbated in the same room but nothing more though i think he knew how much i enjoyed it, but it has really gotten to me how he will never love me as i love him and every time that reality h its i get realllllly down and almost controlling of him trying to take all his free time to be with me,despite this hes always stayed by my side butwhat do i do? I cant change my feelings for him but also hate how it drags me to depression

Wow that is a tough spot to be in, but think how nice it is just to have the experiences with him. That's cool you got to masturbate with him, i hear it's like a bond that forms.

[Sevun]

man that sucks, sometimes I wonder if I'm feeling that too
i'm not sure what I can say to help you, but you're not alone, and this community will definitely have some good responses

[Nicky47]

Ya , I mean, he has a big heart, and I don't think he would ever come out and say something offends him or pushes him away which like gets me to second guess everything I do or say because I ultimately don't want him to resent me inside and not tell me

[Ben_Frost]

It's okay to have feelings for your friends. However you must not push what you feel if you see he doesn't feel the same way, it hurts, but over time you learn to value more what you already have than what you wish you had.

[Nicky47]

It's okay to have feelings for your friends. However you must not push what you feel if you see he doesn't feel the same way, it hurts, but over time you learn to value more what you already have than what you wish you had.

Is it weird im scared he will move on?

[Ben_Frost]

Is it weird im scared he will move on?

Of course not, that's a normal way to feel about it.

[Nicky47]

Of course not, that's a normal way to feel about it.

Thank you

[Leon2]

Hes straight im bi weve been best friends for 10 years we have been on vaca together and had so many memories, yes weve masterbated in the same room but nothing more though i think he knew how much i enjoyed it, but it has really gotten to me how he will never love me as i love him and every time that reality h its i get realllllly down and almost controlling of him trying to take all his free time to be with me,despite this hes always stayed by my side butwhat do i do? I cant change my feelings for him but also hate how it drags me to depression


Don't let it depress you. If you know he definitely won't feel the same just try to move on, which of course is always hard

[amazmain]

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[nickole999]

At least you can be always next to him, you're friends, I would appreciate it

[Just JT]

Hes straight im bi weve been best friends for 10 years we have been on vaca together and had so many memories, yes weve masterbated in the same room but nothing more though i think he knew how much i enjoyed it, but it has really gotten to me how he will never love me as i love him and every time that reality h its i get realllllly down and almost controlling of him trying to take all his free time to be with me,despite this hes always stayed by my side butwhat do i do? I cant change my feelings for him but also hate how it drags me to depression

How’s this going for you now?
It’s not an easy thing I know, but look on the bright side, the 2of you have a bond together, that may last forever....that’s something special bro...

Don’t push your feelings on him, especially if they aren’t mutual, he may feel awkward and pull away, you don’t want that

Just accept the friendship for what it is ok?