Anonymous2002
January 22nd, 2018, 02:55 PM
Hello VT,
My name is Cameron, i joined this website 2 years ago and left after 7 months with the intention to end my life, I've tried several times in the past 2 years and have scarred my body forever, as of right now i still live in the same room, sleep on the same bed and kind of do the same shit, but a lot has changed.
I no longer cry myself to sleep every night wishing i was dead
I no longer scar my body just to feel something other then sadness
I no longer make suicide plans just to fuck them up
I'm not saying that my life is perfect or that i don't get sad,
I used to always think people were lying when they say it gets better, but I can tell you from person experience, it does, there is no way you can know that if you were like i was, i understand that, but one day you will look back and realize that it wasn't worth it, the pain, the scars, the memories.
I don't want anyone to ever have to go through what I and many others have. I may not know who you are or what happened to you to get to this point in life, maybe a boy or girl broke your heart, maybe someone you trusted betrayed that trust, to people like them, Fuck. Them.
That's only a couple examples of countless things it could be, those are what got to me the most, but i want to help anyone i can, please no matter how bad things are, message me <3
Even if you think it's a pointless because your at your absolute worst, i want to atleast try to help you, please.
My name is Cameron, i joined this website 2 years ago and left after 7 months with the intention to end my life, I've tried several times in the past 2 years and have scarred my body forever, as of right now i still live in the same room, sleep on the same bed and kind of do the same shit, but a lot has changed.
I no longer cry myself to sleep every night wishing i was dead
I no longer scar my body just to feel something other then sadness
I no longer make suicide plans just to fuck them up
I'm not saying that my life is perfect or that i don't get sad,
I used to always think people were lying when they say it gets better, but I can tell you from person experience, it does, there is no way you can know that if you were like i was, i understand that, but one day you will look back and realize that it wasn't worth it, the pain, the scars, the memories.
I don't want anyone to ever have to go through what I and many others have. I may not know who you are or what happened to you to get to this point in life, maybe a boy or girl broke your heart, maybe someone you trusted betrayed that trust, to people like them, Fuck. Them.
That's only a couple examples of countless things it could be, those are what got to me the most, but i want to help anyone i can, please no matter how bad things are, message me <3
Even if you think it's a pointless because your at your absolute worst, i want to atleast try to help you, please.