I finally give up.

[Vilnius]

I’ve finally hit a point where I don’t know what to feel anymore. I mean, aside from occasional breakdowns, just overall I don’t feel any emotion at all like I used to. Every advice from every medical professional I’ve considered and nothing seems to work longer than a few minutes.

I’m not going to try to ignore or fix my issues anymore. Just going to accept that I have had depression for as long as I can remember and it will exist for the rest of my life.

Well this is more of just a rant than anything. Apologies in advance if this thread needs to be moved or deleted.

[yeehaw]

:hug:

Please don’t give up hope, Rev. However dark it seems and continues to seem, there IS a light at the end of the tunnel, even if you can’t see it right now. Don’t give up hope, just when everything feels like it’s going wrong is when it’ll eventually turn itself back around. Please please hold on for us, we all care about you and I’m here for you if you need it, I’m just a PM away :)

[Tim the Enchanter]

Hey man I'm here for you.

[Dalcourt]

I totally understand how you feel. I have been at that point last fall, too.
I can't tell you whether I have gotten better again since then it's just a constant up and down.
Still I came to the conclusion that I don't want to give up completely. No matter how hard it seems some time it's worth fighting and trying to get better.
So if you wanna talk about it I'm ready to listen.

[Just JT]

Your in a Carl place. We all go through those from time to time
Peaks and valleys. It’s what life’s is unfortunatly
Don’t give up, that’s no good way to go out bro
You can do better than that I know

Talking sucks but it does help
Trust that ok?
We’re all here for you bro

[Anthony17]

I’ve finally hit a point where I don’t know what to feel anymore. I mean, aside from occasional breakdowns, just overall I don’t feel any emotion at all like I used to. Every advice from every medical professional I’ve considered and nothing seems to work longer than a few minutes.

I’m not going to try to ignore or fix my issues anymore. Just going to accept that I have had depression for as long as I can remember and it will exist for the rest of my life.

Well this is more of just a rant than anything. Apologies in advance if this thread needs to be moved or deleted.

Well I feel that it's all right if this is a rant, I'd definitely be against it being removed. It's human to feel the need to just express your issues in your own words. It's all right to, shall I use the common phrase, let it out. The thing about being human is that we're intelligent, strong, and very much in this case, resilient. You may very well feel the need to give up, but later in your life, you may be struck with the very motivation to jump back up and fight back against the virus that is depression. Know that deep down, you have the antibodies, the capability, to cure it. I don't know you that much, but it seems you have quite a family of support.

[abc91]

From someone whose been in a dark place before, don't give up. Just when things start to gfeeel like they are getting really hard they start to get better!