Is this even right?

[Dimentio]

Hey everyone, i felt tired as usual at about 10-10:30 pm so i went to bed, but my head was screaming at me, like actually screaming at me, it just wouldn't stop, i can't/won't go into details, but it was about the heartbreak and worrying about this one person as i saw they deleted messenger and i am scared about them, i am hoping they've done nothing bad, but it's just fears ya'know?

Anyway, i just started crying, like full blown ugly crying, then i went into this manic, paniced frenzied rush, i was getting more and more worked up, it's now 12:40 am and i decided i physically can't sleep right now, so i gave up and i am on my PC

I feel like shit and exhausted in every possible way, but i still can't sleep, i just feel so miserable right now, this depression has been so violent and horrible lately, it's got me to some really dark places, now it won't even let me sleep, i feel like shit, I'm exhausted, but i just can't do it, i can feel my head and my thoughts, like race cars on speed, just 100000 miles a minute, the tires screaming to keep up, the words screaming to all be heard over each other, the fears black and trying to consume me

I wish i could make it all stop, only one thing could and i can't do it, but i wish i could, it would all stop

[Fritz]

Hey everyone, i felt tired as usual at about 10-10:30 pm so i went to bed, but my head was screaming at me, like actually screaming at me, it just wouldn't stop, i can't/won't go into details, but it was about the heartbreak and worrying about this one person as i saw they deleted messenger and i am scared about them, i am hoping they've done nothing bad, but it's just fears ya'know?

Anyway, i just started crying, like full blown ugly crying, then i went into this manic, paniced frenzied rush, i was getting more and more worked up, it's now 12:40 am and i decided i physically can't sleep right now, so i gave up and i am on my PC

I feel like shit and exhausted in every possible way, but i still can't sleep, i just feel so miserable right now, this depression has been so violent and horrible lately, it's got me to some really dark places, now it won't even let me sleep, i feel like shit, I'm exhausted, but i just can't do it, i can feel my head and my thoughts, like race cars on speed, just 100000 miles a minute, the tires screaming to keep up, the words screaming to all be heard over each other, the fears black and trying to consume me

I wish i could make it all stop, only one thing could and i can't do it, but i wish i could, it would all stop

Mate, I think youve got to talk to someone about the emotions growing inside of you, truly. We all want whats best

[Dimentio]

Mate, I think youve got to talk to someone about the emotions growing inside of you, truly. We all want whats best

I'm in therapy and such, on all these meds, but they do nothing, nothing works any more, i have tried everything and it's doing nothing to me

[Fritz]

I feel we need to identify the root of the emotions, and why they are coming out like this

[larasimos]

If the therapy or medicines isn't working, try talking to one of your best friends. Pour out your heart before them. Maybe the outburst of your emotions heal you from all your fears and anxiety.