I feel dead

[EuRo]

I used to come on these forums a while ago but I kind of disappeared for whever reason. I don't even know why I am posting this here, I genuinely don't. I feel like I am physically and mentally dead. I feel angry and irritable, I feel like a zombie. I have been switching around medications a lot recently and I don't even feel like myself now. I don't think I am suicidal; I mean I wouldn't actively kill myself, but I really wish I could just sleep and never wake up again. I have been taking everything everyone says to heart and I can't help it. I feel awful.

I don't know what to do anymore. What do I do? I feel like I don't have any energy for anything. I don't know what to do with myself.

[PonY]

Talk about it.
The best thing for someone who is depressed is to talk about what is making them feel that way.
If you can find the root of the problem, then you can work on fixing the feelings you have.

What is it that is making you feel this way? If you would like to share that.

I still battle depression, however I have learned to cope with it. But, coping is not a cure, sadly.

[ImJulia]

You should talk to a professional if not your family.

[Max the Disenchanter]

get medicated? sounds like you have major depressive disorder.

[Vilnius]

Hey, glad to see you back dude. You're always welcome to message me, ok?

[Dimentio]

Hey dude, i feel the exact same way as you and am sorta the same state in life right now with the whole medication and stuff, if you ever want someone to relate stuff with, or even someone to talk to just normally to take your mind off of things, I'm always here and open to talking :)