Microcosm
October 8th, 2017, 01:53 PM
I barely eat because I'm depressed. It's very rare that I get actually hungry and, when I do, it's usually a mild sense of hunger that I could get through without eating if I put a conscious effort into it. I do eat a little bit every day though, usually out of habit and mindlessness rather than hunger, though. I feel that if I really put an effort into not eating, it would in some sense take my mind off of depression and numb me mentally.
That being said, is fasting a healthy coping method? I get that my body needs food to grow and all, but I could certainly go for quite some time without eating and still be alive and somewhat capable of daily activities. My weight is quite low already for my age and height (17 years old, and 5'6" about 130 pounds if I remember correctly). For some reason, I feel like I really want to get to a point where I am somewhat severely malnourished and my ribs can be clearly seen, and then I'll start eating again. It almost feels as if it would make me feel more in control of my life, like it would remind me that I have power over what I do and think.
What do you guys think?
That being said, is fasting a healthy coping method? I get that my body needs food to grow and all, but I could certainly go for quite some time without eating and still be alive and somewhat capable of daily activities. My weight is quite low already for my age and height (17 years old, and 5'6" about 130 pounds if I remember correctly). For some reason, I feel like I really want to get to a point where I am somewhat severely malnourished and my ribs can be clearly seen, and then I'll start eating again. It almost feels as if it would make me feel more in control of my life, like it would remind me that I have power over what I do and think.
What do you guys think?