My Female Cousin Gave Me A Handjob??

[varun.karma]

Yo I'm 14 nearly 15 years old and my cousin has just turned 14. She came from Ohio to stay with us in Sydney, Australia for a couple of weeks. An hour ago, her parents and my parents all went out to a pub and her and i were the only two people in the house other than my younger brother who was playing the Xbox. We decided to play truth or dare in my bedroom to kill the time. Before we starting playing truth of dare, she specifically said "If I tell you to do a dare, you have to do it regardless of how weird it is okay?". I just said yeah whatever because i was bored and didn't really care too much about all those details. Right of the bat (the first turn), she dared me to show my dick and let her give me a handjob.

I was having trouble finding an answer, but just when i was gonna reply that I think that it would be too weird cuz we r related, she had already taken her sports bra off and was topless.

I was so overwhelmed and flustered that I literally just let her do what she wanted. She gave me a handjob to begin with so first off I was thinking that its not that bad cuz nothing crazy is happening. BUT THEN SHE STARTED SUCKING IT. So i quickly pulled my pants up and shouted at her and left the room.

I am really ashamed that I even let her do that but this is like about two hours after that and I haven't talked to her.

WHAT DO I DO? WHAT SHOULD I SAY? IM SO EMBARRASED ITS ACTUALLY RIDICULOUS THIS WAS SO WIERD.

If anybody has been in this situation before or something similar please tell me how you dealt with it. Otherwise ANY HELP WOULD BE APPRECIATED.

[Cheesydog567]

In all honesty, as long as you didn’t have sex, I wouldn’t have too much moral upset over it. She probably wanted to try this with someone and you seemed like a good target in her head, try to let it go and not hold it against her as then it’ll strain things further

If she tries it again, be firm saying you don’t want it, or go with it lol

[varun.karma]

In all honesty, as long as you didn’t have sex, I wouldn’t have too much moral upset over it. She probably wanted to try this with someone and you seemed like a good target in her head, try to let it go and not hold it against her as then it’ll strain things further

If she tries it again, be firm saying you don’t want it, or go with it lol

Alright so i guess i should just make up with her and turn it into a joke or something that we can both laugh off? See i knew she was like the type of girl who was into that stuff because she always asked me stuff like 'Look at my boobs you're jealous you can't touch them' when she got out of the shower with no towel on.

So the problem is that maybe she'll like try getting me into that sort of stuff again. But you know im only 14 and i haven't done anything like that before (only been in a relationship once when i was 13-14) so like i guess it kinda felt nice cuz i can't lie so im worried that next time i'll just let her REALLY do what she wants.

Thanks though, I think ill try turning it into a joke, and if she tries to give me a handjob again then i will TRY to get away from the situation.

[varun.karma]

But then again she made me feel pretty damn good even though she only gave me a handjob for like five minutes so i might just let her get what she wants with me. AHHHH I DONT KNOW ITS SO WIERD LMAO.

[benster]

sorry but its wrong to do stuff like that

[Dalcourt]

This is not appropriate. :locked: