Feeling really pist off!!!

[Hundred Spirited God]

ok so the problem is that i have no friends and whenever i tried to make some,it just didnt work out,i also dont have a girlfriend and i always see girls with guys and it upsets me,back then 7-8 yrs ago,my brother had sex with me and i didnt like it at first,but then i did 3 days later but he said it was wrong and he felt ashamed,and then my other brother use to get me involved in music like rob zombie and metallica and use to yell at me whenever i didnt do anything right,theres this one time where i played smackdown on ps1 with my brother,he yelled at me whenever i messed up,so i went to my parents bedroom and locked the door and sat on the bed cause i was traumatized and scared :(,and i got some nose picking habits from my dad which im ill about,and i lost my mom back then cause she had cancer and she was the only one i really loved,and my whole life has been about war and violence and it never stops :'(

[Serenity.]

Maybe you could try joining some clubs around your school or town. That way, you can meet people with similar interests and maybe strike up a friendship. With time, you'll find a girlfriend. You're probably still a teen, so you have plenty of time! It might seem like everyone else has one, but I assure you that it's not the case.

I'm sorry that your brothers did those things to you. You really don't deserve to be treated like that. Is there anyone you can talk to? You might want to try reaching out to your dad or a guidance counselor at school. Having a support system really helps.

I'm really sorry about your mom. Losing a loved one is hard, but you can get through it. She wouldn't want you to be sad. Could you talk to a trusted adult about her too? Your dad might be a good person to talk to because he is most likely feeling the same way.

Things get better after a while. Take care :).

[Croconaw]

I agree that you should join a club. I joined a martial arts dojo around two years ago. It raised my self confidence and I still go there to this day. You'll find a lot of friends there because at karate, you learn respect. Are there any you could join? I would highly recommend it. If you have any questions, let me know here or in a private message.

I hope things get better for you. It sucks that you feel this way, and I do know what you're going through. :)

[MechaSniper]

I'm sorry for what happened to your mother. Tips I have none.

[Hundred Spirited God]

Maybe you could try joining some clubs around your school or town. That way, you can meet people with similar interests and maybe strike up a friendship. With time, you'll find a girlfriend. You're probably still a teen, so you have plenty of time! It might seem like everyone else has one, but I assure you that it's not the case.

I'm sorry that your brothers did those things to you. You really don't deserve to be treated like that. Is there anyone you can talk to? You might want to try reaching out to your dad or a guidance counselor at school. Having a support system really helps.

I'm really sorry about your mom. Losing a loved one is hard, but you can get through it. She wouldn't want you to be sad. Could you talk to a trusted adult about her too? Your dad might be a good person to talk to because he is most likely feeling the same way.

Things get better after a while. Take care :).

what kind of club? and it upsets me to see other teen boys with a girl and when I date girls online,they would say I look ugly

yea,im still pist as hell at my brothers for what happened back then even though they still love me now,when people cause me more pain,i become more violent and hateful,and my dad doesn't care,i ask him for help and he doesn't even try and think!,and whenever I try to talk to my sister or brother or anyone in my family,they act like they don't want to have to deal with me and they want it easy,and I don't go to school,im homeschooled

no I cant get through it,my mom was the only one I really loved,she would sit next to me in bed and wake me up and sing good morning to you and bring me breakfast,but all that's gone and now I felt like my life went to hell :( ,

I wish I could believe things would get better,but ive been through enough and im starting to get violent and out of control :mad:

[imthomas]

I've been feeling really pissed off too