Am I addicted or likely not?

[Ffdp16]

I drink a lot when stressed but only in environments allowed. When it's not I don't drink or smoke weed. I've lately been snorting cocaine. I feel like I could stop my parents were methheads I don't feel like then or look like them. So do I seem addicted or not?

[Lovecraft]

Do you rely on alcohol? Can you not imagine living without it? If so, you're probably addicted.

[Ffdp16]

No I only do it when it's ok to do. I prefer what I'm doing now though. It helps but for the moment if things changed I don't think I'd do it.

[sweet_girl24au]

I drink a lot when stressed but only in environments allowed. When it's not I don't drink or smoke weed. I've lately been snorting cocaine. I feel like I could stop my parents were methheads I don't feel like then or look like them. So do I seem addicted or not?

You can afford cocaine?

[Ffdp16]

You can afford cocaine?

My boyfriend can. We actually did it I think 2 weekends ago together. I can't stop but I can't tell if its just for the moment or not really.

[AlexOnToast]

If you cant stop, then you are in some way addicted. Get off that train while you can bro, it NEVER ends well and theres no point kidding yourself otherwise.

[sweet_girl24au]

My boyfriend can. We actually did it I think 2 weekends ago together. I can't stop but I can't tell if its just for the moment or not really.

yeah I think you really need to just stop it now because it will run away from you and then you will be f****d

[John566]

Yeah if you cannot stop taking it then you are addicted man....get off that shit, it'll fuck you up big time.

[Ffdp16]

If you cant stop, then you are in some way addicted. Get off that train while you can bro, it NEVER ends well and theres no point kidding yourself otherwise.

I feel kind of like for my situation right now I feel really bad about myself sometimes suicidal without it. I feel like I can function better. I feel like a different person it helps me get through stuff.

[Bmble_B]

Do you rely on alcohol? Can you not imagine living without it? If so, you're probably addicted.
She basically summed it all up in my opinion.

[lifelies]

Some physicians like to say that if you question if you're addicted you are, because denial is the first step to recovery (it's not true that acceptance is, you first denial your addiction).
You can afford cocaine now, but what when it becomes a daily habit, or what if you end up switching to crack. I think it's obvious that stopping now is the best thing to do, but I know for a fact that that's easier to say than to actually do.

[Ffdp16]

Some physicians like to say that if you question if you're addicted you are, because denial is the first step to recovery (it's not true that acceptance is, you first denial your addiction).
You can afford cocaine now, but what when it becomes a daily habit, or what if you end up switching to crack. I think it's obvious that stopping now is the best thing to do, but I know for a fact that that's easier to say than to actually do.
I feel like I rely on it to cope with life really.

I don't see really how I can live with myself the way I am. It just makes me feel better about myself. I regularly feel borderline suicidal. But it helps me seemingly see the truth why I am ok to exist to do what I do. To perform as if everything is ok and not be overwhelmed/depressed and down about everything.

It's like I'm self medicating.

[Swagging god]

I have had the same experience with marijuana. I know it's most likely not the same experience but, back in Oct. 13,2013 I felt I was getting out of hand by using every two weeks, so I regulated it and said that I was going to see how long I could go without it. You may or may not need to quit all together you may just need to decrease your frequency of use. I have never used anything other than marijuana and alcohol, so my wisdom isn't as strong, but I thought I would reach out.

http://mydrugfreeworld.wordpress.com/2011/02/22/how-to-quit-cocaine/

[Horatio Nelson]

Yeah if you cannot stop taking it then you are addicted man....get off that shit, it'll fuck you up big time.

Words of the wise.

[Ffdp16]

I have had the same experience with marijuana. I know it's most likely not the same experience but, back in Oct. 13,2013 I felt I was getting out of hand by using every two weeks, so I regulated it and said that I was going to see how long I could go without it. You may or may not need to quit all together you may just need to decrease your frequency of use. I have never used anything other than marijuana and alcohol, so my wisdom isn't as strong, but I thought I would reach out.

http://mydrugfreeworld.wordpress.com/2011/02/22/how-to-quit-cocaine/

yeah I guess I could try and see if I can go without for a little while. I'm just struggling to cope.

[Thatcarguy]

STOP cocaine man and smoke weed dont get into that shit with a fuck load of chemicals just smoke the green stuff man

[Ffdp16]

STOP cocaine man and smoke weed dont get into that shit with a fuck load of chemicals just smoke the green stuff man

yeah that's my goal.