SevenRhye
February 28th, 2017, 05:08 PM
Hey guys, I'll try to be quick.
So I a while back I wrote how I was making out with my crush at party and we were both very drunk.
Fast forward, we both went on same party last weekend with mutual friends. When we got a bit drunk, she started to talk how she wants to get back with her ex (who was few meters from us). I quickly took her on side and told her that few reasons why she shouldn't get back and gave her a kiss. Then we both went inside venue and we kissed there also a few times. Then, for unknown reason we went out, where we met her ex. We started to talk and few of his friends tried to discract me, so they could talk alone. I noticed that he had some complaints about my hair and I kept calm, but then I gave him a negative comment about his favourite band and he nearly started a fight just because of that. Of course he was jelaous because I was with her. Then I don't remember, but she dissapeared. I started searching for her and I found her inside, kissing with her ex. When she saw me, she shouted something and the ex just looked at me and he gave me the "what are you gonna do?" look. I just ran out and went home. When I got home, she sent me picture via snapchat of her bra, lying on floor of bathroom. I sent her back a message that she is a whore and I don't want to see her again. She just opened it. Some friends who found her later said that she said to them that she had the best night of her life and they will get back together. When they asked her why she wants to be with him, as I am better than him, she admitted that I may be better, but she wants to see me just as a friend.
The next day, she sent me a message, where she apologized and said that she made big mistake and that I was right when I told her that the thing with her ex isn't going to work out well. I was really mad at her, but I could describe myself as very forgiving man and I told her that I forgive her. Now I don't really know what to do now, as I still have feelings for her, but on the other side, it would be hard to be in relationship with person who has still feelings for her ex. I am very confused/worried/depressed right now, as my first chance, months of work (I wanted to ask her in near future) just fell in water and I just don't know what to do. I am thinking of talking to her about this and asking if she really regrets it. Also, I am going to ask one of mutual friends, what she told to them, so I can get some imagination what is going on in her head.
So I a while back I wrote how I was making out with my crush at party and we were both very drunk.
Fast forward, we both went on same party last weekend with mutual friends. When we got a bit drunk, she started to talk how she wants to get back with her ex (who was few meters from us). I quickly took her on side and told her that few reasons why she shouldn't get back and gave her a kiss. Then we both went inside venue and we kissed there also a few times. Then, for unknown reason we went out, where we met her ex. We started to talk and few of his friends tried to discract me, so they could talk alone. I noticed that he had some complaints about my hair and I kept calm, but then I gave him a negative comment about his favourite band and he nearly started a fight just because of that. Of course he was jelaous because I was with her. Then I don't remember, but she dissapeared. I started searching for her and I found her inside, kissing with her ex. When she saw me, she shouted something and the ex just looked at me and he gave me the "what are you gonna do?" look. I just ran out and went home. When I got home, she sent me picture via snapchat of her bra, lying on floor of bathroom. I sent her back a message that she is a whore and I don't want to see her again. She just opened it. Some friends who found her later said that she said to them that she had the best night of her life and they will get back together. When they asked her why she wants to be with him, as I am better than him, she admitted that I may be better, but she wants to see me just as a friend.
The next day, she sent me a message, where she apologized and said that she made big mistake and that I was right when I told her that the thing with her ex isn't going to work out well. I was really mad at her, but I could describe myself as very forgiving man and I told her that I forgive her. Now I don't really know what to do now, as I still have feelings for her, but on the other side, it would be hard to be in relationship with person who has still feelings for her ex. I am very confused/worried/depressed right now, as my first chance, months of work (I wanted to ask her in near future) just fell in water and I just don't know what to do. I am thinking of talking to her about this and asking if she really regrets it. Also, I am going to ask one of mutual friends, what she told to them, so I can get some imagination what is going on in her head.