jmhg11
February 22nd, 2017, 04:11 AM
so a few months back I started talking to this girl online, she was a part of a small online group of people (about ten of us) who all shared common interests, originally we started talking to exchange information and such, but we all got really close. we all lead really similar lives, at this point we are so close we are like a family. anyways for about 4 months we were all talking, and growing closer. a few weeks ago me and one of the girls started talking romantically. we both had feelings for each other, and decided to take it slow and learn about one another. last week I asked her out and she said yes! we both have similar dreams, we both have the same hobbies, we both have lived a similar past. I don't know if any of you have experienced this but this is different than any of the past relationships ive had, its not just sexual attraction, I love her everything about her. I love her flaws I love her imperfections, I love her smile, I love her heart... I love her... weve just kinda clicked like two pieces of a puzzle. there are so many things stacked against us though... I'm living in Canada and shes living in the u.s, shes a year older than me, we are both still young, but all I want in life is love. I don't care about money or objects I don't need a big house or a fancy car I just want love, I just want her... more than anything I want this to work, I want this to last, and I am willing to do anything to make this work. I understand relationships don't just happen they need to be worked at, and we are both more than willing to work at it... all my life ive been told and taught that you cant fall in love young (my father had a bad experience with this) but I think I have. as stupid as it might sounds to some of you I think I have found my soulmate, the one I'm meant to be with.. (sorry if this is written like shit its one in the morning and ive been crying all night) any advice or kind words would be appreciated