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TheKingIam
February 23rd, 2014, 01:17 PM
Basically I lived in London my whole life until around 5-6 months ago when we moved to Denmark because of money problems, basically were in debt by alot.
My parents are separated (not by law) but my mum hates my dad and she's living London looking for work and my dad is here doing random stuff for grandmother (who is loosing her mind) and my grandad reently lost he's mind as well.
I've been put in a rubbish international boarding school, I came here a month and half late an I've made no friends because I don't like anyone here, so basically I'm a loner (which is a first cos I always used to have friends), basically my day consists of masturbation, pretending to listen in class, and sitting on my bed doing fuck knows what on my laptop.

I'm doing shit here as well, my marks are low, I'm supposed to do my igcse's, I miss alot of classes, I hate sharing a room with 2 weirdos <==I hate it sooo much

I take seroquel pills cos it helps me sleep and with my bipolar and paranoia
Ive been prescribed 20-30 mg always upped my dose now its at 100-180 mg

The only parts of the week I enjoy is when I'm sleeping or saturday in school where I basically do nothing at all but wank my 6 inch wonder till it can't cum

I'm hoping to get in an I.B boarding school next year so I can have my own room and do the pre-IB so the first year I'm relax but right now I'm kind of depressed

Ive never cut or anything

any advice?

Kurgg
February 23rd, 2014, 01:28 PM
I am not a professional, but I think it is normal to be sometimes little depressed. Talk to someone if it gets worse.

MortimerB
February 24th, 2014, 06:30 PM
Sounds like Denmark hasn't shown it's true glory in this case... Sorry to hear that.

Well, mate. The thing is, as long as you isolate yourself, it's not going to get any better. When I was in your situation - was alone, sad and depressed due to lack of friends - I changed my life by being a bit more open-minded. Also, many depressions are the result of hormones going bonkers inside you - was for me, as I in retrospect can tell that it wasn't so bad afterall.

And yes, I terribly sorry. We Danes generally are very mistrusting and have a hard time letting anyone be our immediate friends, which might also be the reason you're feeling quite alone. Just grab them by the tail and shake 'em around a bit, if you catch my drift.

Best of luck.

Karkat
February 24th, 2014, 07:23 PM
Seeing as you said you're bipolar, obviously it's not uncommon for you to feel a bit depressed. Do you have any hobbies? My depressive episodes usually get better if I try to focus on something I like. It's hard, sometimes I just have to force myself, but it gets me through it. The only other thing I'd suggest is trying to make friends. Though that's a little hard to do when you don't like anyone you're around. :P