Hundred Spirited God
February 23rd, 2014, 08:18 AM
this all started when my girlfriend (or friend as i would say it now )playstation network,she told me she had to block me and her friends on facebook cause she had issues and she was in the hospital,and i was really shocked to find her in the hospital (this was around january) ,and she told me she was sick and dying,i kept talking to her,and this was when i had my first anxiety attack,and then a few weeks later,i got into a arguement with her,then i tell her im sorry and asks if she can forgive me,she said shes done forgiving me and that she said shes done it 3 times already and she'll be blocking me the next day on facebook (she unblocked me),and this is when i had my second anxiety attack,i had a third anxiety attack not to long ago,and im diabetic so it could be worse,i thought i had this health condition cause when my dad listened to my heart with the stethoscope,he said he heard some irregular heart rhythms,and he checked my blood pressure and said it was 128 and said its high,i look up the symptoms online and i think it could be myocardial ischemia,and my pancreas,i was working out doing sit ups when suddenly i feel this excruciating stabbing pain in my pancreas and it then it felt like it was bleeding, i red all about it here http://www.medicinenet.com/pancreatitis/article.htm,, i just want to find out what i can do to make it better,my dad wont be able to schedule a appointment til monday,i red that if i have acute pancreatitis,it could lead to death,and im just really scared :(