Rejection problems (Yes I'm new)

[MotenaiRonin]

But i'm just going to get to the point. I've been dumped over and over from people i've had varying depth of feeling before. And always I feel hurt and blame myself. The pain is internal, I don't cut myself or anything like that.
Recently the break up felt different. Normally when i've been in a harsh breakup I'm usually feeling forlorn and depressed, sometimes teary and often very down. However this latest break up has made me feel rage, furiousness, and for once i'm actually angry at the person who rejected me.
Furthermore I'm wrongly blaming her and accusing her of things that aren't right. Sometimes i feel horrible at myself and although I know in my head there's nothing between us, the heart won't listen. What's the issue here? What's the cause. Why don't i get over her as easily as those in my past? Sometimes i'm an emotional wreck, more often than not I'm playing 52 card pickup with my pieces of heart scattered across the world.

ahem....sorry for the rant.

[Φρανκομβριτ]

all relationships are the same. Reactions can range from depression to rage to joy. As long as you don't hurt anybody, it's perfectly fine to feel that way! Go and bad mouth her. She's a scabby cunt! Fuck her, and move on! I know you have it in you, we all do.

[Hyper]

Well if you can't let it go you had some kind of real feelings for her and you have that type of personality..

If you know its wrong and not right then excercise some self control

[Fiending_the_freedom]

LOl ok well you might not want to BAD mouth her liek rudi saidxD thats just a way to prove your immature:P
its quite normal to fel rage instead of sadness even though sadness is usally what happenes with breakups, but i know what you mean in a way, my most reacent break up i wasnt sad at all i was jsut pissed off all the time. all i can say is time heals all.