onewingedangel666
September 30th, 2016, 02:56 AM
I've posted on this site before about this problem I had, but I haven't in years. Back then, it was merely me trying to get a girl who wasn't interested in more than friends. Now, however, I'm starting to see a large problem, and I'm scared that I don't know if I'll be able to deal with this.
The Basic story is that I met thi girl when we were younger (12 grade/senior in HS now), and I really liked her, but she didn't like me. Over the years, as I got to know her better and better, I developed stronger and stronger feelings for her. Every so often, we would have falling outs, and maybe not talk for months, but something would always bring us back to being friends. We had so much in common, and we just clicked, in my opinion.
This last time, however, she filed a harassment report with the school. It's a long and complicated story that can boil down to she was emotional and I screwed things up. She lied about so many things in the report, twisting and ruining things to make me look like a creep and a bad person.
That was probably six months ago now. So I've started my senior year, and I feel fairly good about it, but in the back of my mind she is always there. We have multiple classes together, and let me tell you, drifting eye contact with someone who you used to love is horrible.
Anyways, to the reason I am writing this, I just had a dream. She was in it, we were in class, and she wrote on a piece of paper my name to get my attention. She said something about being sad and how she was sorry, I don't remember the details. Anyways, I woke up crying for some reason. I've been trying to hard these past few months to get over this girl, then this happens. How long is this going to go on?
So, basically, I want to know from you guys, what way should I deal with this? I feel like it is seriously effecting me, seeing how I just woke up at 4am because of a dream I had of her. I'll leave my questions there for now, and thank you for taking the time to read, I appreciate it.
The Basic story is that I met thi girl when we were younger (12 grade/senior in HS now), and I really liked her, but she didn't like me. Over the years, as I got to know her better and better, I developed stronger and stronger feelings for her. Every so often, we would have falling outs, and maybe not talk for months, but something would always bring us back to being friends. We had so much in common, and we just clicked, in my opinion.
This last time, however, she filed a harassment report with the school. It's a long and complicated story that can boil down to she was emotional and I screwed things up. She lied about so many things in the report, twisting and ruining things to make me look like a creep and a bad person.
That was probably six months ago now. So I've started my senior year, and I feel fairly good about it, but in the back of my mind she is always there. We have multiple classes together, and let me tell you, drifting eye contact with someone who you used to love is horrible.
Anyways, to the reason I am writing this, I just had a dream. She was in it, we were in class, and she wrote on a piece of paper my name to get my attention. She said something about being sad and how she was sorry, I don't remember the details. Anyways, I woke up crying for some reason. I've been trying to hard these past few months to get over this girl, then this happens. How long is this going to go on?
So, basically, I want to know from you guys, what way should I deal with this? I feel like it is seriously effecting me, seeing how I just woke up at 4am because of a dream I had of her. I'll leave my questions there for now, and thank you for taking the time to read, I appreciate it.