My fiance left me

[DarkHorse4eva]

so, two months ago my fiance left me, kind of came out of nowhere, but i should have seen it coming during the summer, or during the past half year, considering how things have gone. Since he left me, I haven't been fine, I've had trouble sleeping, and eating, the past month, I have slowly started eating normal again, but everything still feels wrong, I miss him every second, and I don't know what to do. Everything reminds me of him, I'm scared to fall asleep some nights because then I'll probably just dream about him again, and wake up crying. I've been through breakups before, but this time it's different, and everything just hurts more and more. Tonight I remembered that he forgot my birthday, despite that we decided to stay friends, because we're both scared of losing each other, it just doesn't feel like he cares about losing me or not. I try so many things to keep myself occupied, to forget about him, to keep him off my mind, but he just slip into my mind again and I don't know what to do.

I don't know if this is a cry for help, or just to get things out, but, here goes nothing...

[hesaidhesaid]

If you knew it was coming, all I can say is- why didn't you try to fix it.
I think now it's happened, you have to realise that mulling over him will do you no good. Just be a good sport and find someone else. Someone who doesn't care about losing you or not is NOT your fiancee, let alone your boyfriend.

Talk to me if you need a person to lean on. Lotsalove.

[Nicole4All]

I know this is a really dark time for you, and am very sorry. Be sure to keep someone close to talk about your feelings......friends, parents, or even a doctor. You have suffered a loss and are grieving. It will take time to heal your wounds, but you WILL heal. Hang in there and remember that you are a wonderful person. There will be others to love, and others who will love and cherish you. Be patient, and you will find each other.

[jamie_n5]

Well as close as you were it's very understandable the pain this has caused you. I think that you have to let go as hard as it is for you. Do you know why he broke it off with you? It is really better if he had a change of heart that you split before you had gotten married. Then it would have been a real mess. I hope you can let go now and heal and go on to the future.