MemeDesu
September 15th, 2016, 07:14 PM
After mom took away my fourth vibrating thing yesterday, I've been so pissed off at her. I looked everywhere for another item to do it with, but there was nothing. My toothbrush was even taken away and I had to use a manual one.
I even confronted her about it and she said I was too young to be doing it and It was like being addicted to drugs with my behavior and such. For it, I was put on my sister's antidepressants. Mom also mentioned that I was sick in the head for doing it. She said she didn't want to talk about it ever again and said she would let my counselor decide my fate. I won't be in contact with her till the end of this month unfortunately. I had to go two weeks without it prior to my electric razor being taken away and felt extremely desperate and irritated.
I read through some stories about how kids younger than me did the same and their parents were okay with the whole thing. It made me grind my teeth in anger.
How should I cope right now? I have an old cellphone but it doesn't vibrate as good as anything else.
I even confronted her about it and she said I was too young to be doing it and It was like being addicted to drugs with my behavior and such. For it, I was put on my sister's antidepressants. Mom also mentioned that I was sick in the head for doing it. She said she didn't want to talk about it ever again and said she would let my counselor decide my fate. I won't be in contact with her till the end of this month unfortunately. I had to go two weeks without it prior to my electric razor being taken away and felt extremely desperate and irritated.
I read through some stories about how kids younger than me did the same and their parents were okay with the whole thing. It made me grind my teeth in anger.
How should I cope right now? I have an old cellphone but it doesn't vibrate as good as anything else.