This is my name
August 29th, 2016, 06:09 AM
I'm not used to telling anyone I'm interested and such, puberty wise I was early. However, social wise talking to someone was a bit of a rarity aka something I never did. I didn't have the best of parents either so I never recieved an adequate amount of attention. I'm primarily scared to talk to anyone because of my awkward personality and the soul reason that I look quite emaciated and skinny. Usually life tells you that's good, but to what extent can something be taken as 'good'. I just want friends or the ability to actually talk to a girl without that feeling of awkwardness and sadness when I say just one thing that may be taken in the slightest of unreasonable ways. I get really pissed, because life never taught me how yo deal with anger in certain situations which is probably why I've not been able to sleep or eat etc. I would like friends that can back me up on things and anything else of the sort. I've had plenty of guy friends and have dated some guys as well (bisexual not completely gay). I just want to know what the other gender acts like, because the only girls I actually talk to are my sisters and well that's not enough. I got amazing feedback before and I'll just see if I can get some backing for my YouTube channel at the same time since that's the thing I like to apply myself to the most outside of coding of course. My channel is here By Solstice: www. youtube .com/channel/UC0RVQIk6SH06SdPxp4ur8xQ that's all I really have to say. Support is always needed. Spaces were added because I can't have links due to being a new person even though my account is nearly two weeks old.