Become alone...

[TheFutureDoctor]

So lately I haven't had a best friend at all. All mine were fake and don't really spend much time with me, so I just consider them neutral people. The only friendly guy who is much alike me and sits with me in school already has a best friend so they are talking all the time and I feel really awkward being the "tagging along guy". I am not in a relationship, my only best friend who was like my best friend ever (we used to hang out all the time) has gone to a boarding school a distance from here.
Never felt so alone in my life. I mean I'm like roaming around, in classes, coming and going home all alone.
I don't think I have any friends at all! What do I do? Although earlier I thought, I wouldn't mind it, but I seriously think I need somebody to just you know, share stuff and try to not people think I'm a loner..:(

[Just JT]

Know that feeling all to well. Just try and spread your friendship bases around, be more open to new people and things. You'll meet new people. A strong friendship takes time, not over night. As much as it sucks, just try and put the people you thought were your friends out of your mind. They may still look you up at some time, may just be a thing right now is all.

Join some clubs at school, church or what ever. You'll meet some new people. Just give it time

We use the word friends so loosely in our lives. It's hard to understand changes in friendships. What I say is a real or true friendship always will start the test of time. Friends to just stop being friends for whatever reason. The ones that just stop talking and hanging out never were friends to begin with regardless of what you called them.

[TheFutureDoctor]

Yup. Understood that after being betrayed and backstabbed by my "friends". Wiser not to let anybody into my heart now.

[jamie_n5]

Well I am sure that you will meet someone else that will be a good and honest friend to you. Just keep being positive.

[Drewboyy]

Cheesy as it sounds, you can't look for a best friend. Eventually someone will come along and you'll get along really well

[TheFutureDoctor]

Well I hope that happens soon tbh...