Kawaii Bean
August 27th, 2016, 03:30 AM
I hate it.
I have mixed emotions flying everywhere. I think it's sick and weird to do. But then other times I kinda sorta like the idea of it. But so rarely do I think that.
My boyfriend thinks that I'm just talking crazy when I say I don't want to have sex, but I mean
it. I see no reason in sex at all.
I even get angry when he brings up the topic. Like, why? He doesn't seem to get that I don't like sex. And I hate affection, so he gets annoyed when I don't let him hug me, or kiss me on the cheek, or just hold hands. But I can't help it.
It's the way I am, I guess.
I have mixed emotions flying everywhere. I think it's sick and weird to do. But then other times I kinda sorta like the idea of it. But so rarely do I think that.
My boyfriend thinks that I'm just talking crazy when I say I don't want to have sex, but I mean
it. I see no reason in sex at all.
I even get angry when he brings up the topic. Like, why? He doesn't seem to get that I don't like sex. And I hate affection, so he gets annoyed when I don't let him hug me, or kiss me on the cheek, or just hold hands. But I can't help it.
It's the way I am, I guess.