life is killing me

[thatgothgirluknow]

things are so hard im trying to stop cutting but my anxiety is making it impossible and to make matters worse trying to hide my cuts is getting so anoying its making my anxiety worse i cant go anywhere or do anything with people without getting nervous and shaky and cutting i want so bad to give up cutting so i can wear my pretty short sleeve shirts again but im pretty sure its to late im sure my arms are gona scar bad this time even the rescue center has given up on me they said i might have to go to a hospital setting and stay for a while but it scares me to go to an actual hospital

[Miserabilia]

I'm so sorry to hear about your cutting and anxiety.
Hope you get well

[CSFL]

Be strong! Try saying these 5 words to a counselor at school, parent, or trusted adult: "please help me stop cutting". Or print this page out and give it to someone who loves you. It's ok to go to the hospital. You can do this!

[myfoodisnotshared]

That's awful:-( But at least you're trying - that's so important and brave - and if you keep resisting, then you'll have less cuts and be more likely to wear your short sleeves again soon. Have you told anyone? Do you feel your anxiety would be lessened by telling someone you love about your cutting, so you don't have to hide with them? Have you tried other coping mechanisms, like the elastic band? I suppose the most important thing is just to remember that it will get better, as long as you don't cut.

As for the hospital thing... do what needs to be done. And I'm sure the rescue centre will never give up on you, even if it seems that way. There is always, always someone out there who cares.

If you ever want someone to talk to who's in the same boat, you can private message me. I cut too and have to cover up, so I know how frustrating it can be and how paranoid you can easily become.

[Hundred Spirited God]

im sorry to hear about that :(,like food said,you have believe that things are going to get better,i have anxiety but i made it through,if you need anyone to talk to,you can message me :)

[thatgothgirluknow]

Thx everyone

[PurpleLips]

i'm sorry to hear that...
and i know how you feel about the clothes,
it sucks, but it's a good reason to stop cutting! i'm clean for 2 months because of that:)!

Lot's of Love,
J.