adawong
February 17th, 2014, 03:46 PM
Maybe I'm going crazy, I just wanted to kill myself when I realized I had a crush on my brother.
My brother is 22 and I'm 16. We had been absolutely normal until about two weeks ago, my friend Lydia came over and said that she thought my older brother was extremely cute, I was like 'what ? he's nowhere near cute !'. I honestly hadn't found him cute. That night, he fell asleep on the couch while watching TV, and I decided to take a close look at him and I couldn't help but admit that he was kinda handsome when he was sleeping. I don't know how long I was staring at him then he suddenly stirred and mumbled 'hey sis, u like what u see ?' I know he was joking, he's always playful, but I was so embarrassed that I had an awful red face so I had to run as fast as I could to my bedroom.
Ever since that night, I started to find him extremely attractive. I felt my heart beats faster every time he talks to me.
I think I have a crush on him, and too bad he's my brother and that hurts me a lot.
I've tried to think about other boys in school but I still can't get rid of my crazy feeling. Help me ! Do I need to hit my head to forget my brother ?
My brother is 22 and I'm 16. We had been absolutely normal until about two weeks ago, my friend Lydia came over and said that she thought my older brother was extremely cute, I was like 'what ? he's nowhere near cute !'. I honestly hadn't found him cute. That night, he fell asleep on the couch while watching TV, and I decided to take a close look at him and I couldn't help but admit that he was kinda handsome when he was sleeping. I don't know how long I was staring at him then he suddenly stirred and mumbled 'hey sis, u like what u see ?' I know he was joking, he's always playful, but I was so embarrassed that I had an awful red face so I had to run as fast as I could to my bedroom.
Ever since that night, I started to find him extremely attractive. I felt my heart beats faster every time he talks to me.
I think I have a crush on him, and too bad he's my brother and that hurts me a lot.
I've tried to think about other boys in school but I still can't get rid of my crazy feeling. Help me ! Do I need to hit my head to forget my brother ?