There's that feeling again.

[Cadanance00]

I came home yesterday evening as it was getting dark and my mom and my biological father (I don't know what else to call him) were sitting together on the back deck smoking weed. She's done that before, but I only found out last year that he's my bio dad and that was a shocker.

He's married with two young children, my half sisters who don't know they are. I'm not welcome over there cuz their mom doesn't want me around. Mom says they're having trouble in their marriage.

Anyway, there they were cuddled up on the back deck and I felt that indescribable dislocation that I went through when my dad told me I wasn't his biological child. I hate that! I don't even know why or how to name the feeling. But he and my mom are sort of friends so I ought to be used to it.

I'm not.

[jamie_n5]

I feel for you bud hang in there and try to deal with it.

[zzzzzzzzzz]

I've seen programs of families on that. I'd love to see you keep your relationship with your dad, and if your parents get back together, your biological dad too. Sometimes these don't work out, and if that's the case, I hope you can at least keep a good relationship with your 1/2 sisters

[Cadanance00]

[QUOTE=joesmith147;3388529]....if your parents get back together, [QUOTE/]

The 'rents are still together. There are 3 half siblings in my immediate family. My OB's bio father paid child support, my younger sis's bio father is my dad & my bio father lives about an hour away and his two daughters don't know I'm their half-brother and their mother is real nice to me but doesn't want me around. Weird, huh?

[zzzzzzzzzz]

[QUOTE=joesmith147;3388529]....if your parents get back together, [QUOTE/]

The 'rents are still together. There are 3 half siblings in my immediate family. My OB's bio father paid child support, my younger sis's bio father is my dad & my bio father lives about an hour away and his two daughters don't know I'm their half-brother and their mother is real nice to me but doesn't want me around. Weird, huh?

That is confusing. Do you think the 2 sisters will be told at some point?

[Cadanance00]

"When they're old enough to understand" is what they said.