Anonymous2002
June 22nd, 2016, 12:30 PM
I've had people find out about what's happened, mostly my school. thanks to my loud mouth sister everyone knows whats happened and have come to me and offered help, said they would always be there for me, to help me.
This is the 4th time now that I've been lied to and i feel it might be happening again, I think they are just doing it to find out about me... The problem is I always seem to tell them everything to try explain to them what's wrong, they seem like the most kind people you will ever meet and then a week later you message one and they just say how it was a joke and laugh. And even on this website I come to for help, its not really helping, all i do is write out all my emotions and think about them then post for more people to judge, Either way, they know almost everything with what I've said between them all, but there is 1 now, but they are too nice, too friendly, its not normal, And I can't fucking tell if they are saying it because they found out form another person and are just saying shit or they are trying to make me like them, i'm not sure. we've been talking for a few days now and at times she seems normal, From what she has said she's also suicidal and i believe that she may have been but no longer is, i know i shouldn't judge people like that but i want to know everything, she keeps apologizing over everything and i don't know why, i cant trust her because I've been fucking lied to and used that many times by these people, but otherwise i have no one to talk to, and to anyone who says a professional psychiatrist, I've seen several, all of which aren't up till 3am and relate able... well... what they say to be them.. relate able, ill give you the info i can that's not too personal, yous decide
Age: 14 (they sound a lot younger but look about that)
Sex: Female (may be bad since of the 4 who have fucked me over, 3 were girls)
Summary short: Sweet, innocent at times but can get very un-innocent very fast, Apologizes a lot, and kinda cute (normally cute people are not very nice, but I've been proven wrong before)
Summary long: Seems like a genuinely caring person but seems extremely fake calling me: cute, adorable, caring, loving, sweet and sending a lot of x, xx, xxx. the kind of shit you would expect from someone who is trying to take something from you, for example money, Says she is ugly, fat, stupid. I don't know if this is her fishing or being genuine, cause she is none of these. Claims to have scars and be depressed but i don't believe her all that well on this because she hasn't given a reason other then the fat, ugly and stupid, which i know some people think they are when they are not. She apologizes for certain things, that aren't her fault, on several occasions i have left to get something to eat for 5-10 mins and i come back to see "Hey; Hello; Are you ok; I'm sorry; What's wrong" i say i just went to get something to eat and she then apologizes. Also we right weird shit together, basically a short story where we will say 1 sentence at a time to create one, generally a couple paragraphs long, most are pretty fucked, 1 actually went on to a story of a girl being raped by a guy in her school and then her attempting to commit suicide, i got so worried that it might of been related to something that happened to her so we talked about it afterwards but claimed it was just a story, we also had another one where an abusive boyfriend committed suicide and his mother came in and started to drink his blood as she was pierced with knifes against the floor...
what do you think?
This is the 4th time now that I've been lied to and i feel it might be happening again, I think they are just doing it to find out about me... The problem is I always seem to tell them everything to try explain to them what's wrong, they seem like the most kind people you will ever meet and then a week later you message one and they just say how it was a joke and laugh. And even on this website I come to for help, its not really helping, all i do is write out all my emotions and think about them then post for more people to judge, Either way, they know almost everything with what I've said between them all, but there is 1 now, but they are too nice, too friendly, its not normal, And I can't fucking tell if they are saying it because they found out form another person and are just saying shit or they are trying to make me like them, i'm not sure. we've been talking for a few days now and at times she seems normal, From what she has said she's also suicidal and i believe that she may have been but no longer is, i know i shouldn't judge people like that but i want to know everything, she keeps apologizing over everything and i don't know why, i cant trust her because I've been fucking lied to and used that many times by these people, but otherwise i have no one to talk to, and to anyone who says a professional psychiatrist, I've seen several, all of which aren't up till 3am and relate able... well... what they say to be them.. relate able, ill give you the info i can that's not too personal, yous decide
Age: 14 (they sound a lot younger but look about that)
Sex: Female (may be bad since of the 4 who have fucked me over, 3 were girls)
Summary short: Sweet, innocent at times but can get very un-innocent very fast, Apologizes a lot, and kinda cute (normally cute people are not very nice, but I've been proven wrong before)
Summary long: Seems like a genuinely caring person but seems extremely fake calling me: cute, adorable, caring, loving, sweet and sending a lot of x, xx, xxx. the kind of shit you would expect from someone who is trying to take something from you, for example money, Says she is ugly, fat, stupid. I don't know if this is her fishing or being genuine, cause she is none of these. Claims to have scars and be depressed but i don't believe her all that well on this because she hasn't given a reason other then the fat, ugly and stupid, which i know some people think they are when they are not. She apologizes for certain things, that aren't her fault, on several occasions i have left to get something to eat for 5-10 mins and i come back to see "Hey; Hello; Are you ok; I'm sorry; What's wrong" i say i just went to get something to eat and she then apologizes. Also we right weird shit together, basically a short story where we will say 1 sentence at a time to create one, generally a couple paragraphs long, most are pretty fucked, 1 actually went on to a story of a girl being raped by a guy in her school and then her attempting to commit suicide, i got so worried that it might of been related to something that happened to her so we talked about it afterwards but claimed it was just a story, we also had another one where an abusive boyfriend committed suicide and his mother came in and started to drink his blood as she was pierced with knifes against the floor...
what do you think?